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owninglamers @ 2008-06-27T01:40:00

2008-06-27T08:42:03Z

The Alphabet Drabble Meme [Requests]

2007-12-09T09:45:15Z

|| The Alphabet Drabble Meme ||

[Themes] 0/26

Below is a listing of the alphabet. Please comment with a letter of your choice (that has yet to be chosen), a word that starts with that letter, and a character or fandom pairing. I will then write a 100-word drabble from the word and pairing you choose.

Three requests per person.

|| Fandoms || Phoenix Wright, Skies of Arcadia, Kingdom Hearts, Ergo Proxy, Megaman X, Queer as Folk, Fullmetal Alchemist, others. . . most likely you know them.

A →
B → Babylon → Queer as Folk/Kingdom Hearts → Brian/Roxas → pedosaurus
C → Curious → Ergo Proxy → Vincent/RE-L → akushiba
D → Devious → Ouran → Kyouya/Tamaki → typosexual
E → Eating → RL/Kingdom Hearts → Me/Roxas → vivider
F →
G → Glasses → Ouran → Kyouya/Mori → akushiba
H → HOLD IT! → Phoenix Wright → Godot → vivider
I → Imagination → Ergo Proxy → Raul Creed → akushiba
J →
K → Kitten → Fullmetal Alchemist → Ed/Al → vivider
L → Linguistic → Death Note → L → typosexual
M → Manic → Phoenix Wright → Godot/Mia → grimgrizzly
N →
O →
P →
Q →
R →
S → Shirley Temple → Phoenix Wright → Phoenix/Edgeworth → grimgrizzly
T → Technology → Kingdom Hearts → Axel/Roxas → pedosaurus
U →
V → Volcano → Kingdom Hearts → Axel/Roxas → grimgrizzly
W →
X →
Y →
Z →

1sentence Alpha Theme Set [Kingdom Hearts, Axel+Roxas]

2007-11-13T02:50:08Z

[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Axel+Roxas
[Theme] 1sentence Alpha Theme Set Master List
[Genre] General, everything.
[Ratings] G-NC-17. Watch out for smex.
[Spoilers] None really, unless you haven't finished KH2. [who hasn't? o.O;]
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆teagueful ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] pedosaurus
[A/N] I really fucking hate the potatoes prompt. Anyway, yeah. I took wayyy too long to do these, forgot about it for a long time, had health issues [when do I not. ):], and I'm not quite into KH anymore. Phoenix Wright pretty much blew that fandom out, but not enough for it to be TOTALLY dead at least. So I'll probably keep writing these two. But it takes a lot of UNF for me to really want to. x.x; YEAH WELL ANYWAY ENJOY THE SENTENCES K BAI.

#01 → Comfort // In the corner of his eye, Roxas spotted Axel snoozing, sprawled out across a sofa; a soft smile played across the blond’s lips as he invited himself to join the redhead and found a comfortable position on top of the heavily sleeping Axel before falling asleep himself.

#02 → Kiss // The redhead’s lips were soft and warm, his tongue like fire in Roxas’ mouth; neither of them could break free, both of them wanting for this moment never to end.

#03 → Soft // Roxas’ skin was soft, irresistibly soft; Axel could spend hours just running his long fingers across it, and Roxas would sit quietly as he did so, staring up at him with an uncertain face.

#04 → Pain // Axel knew that he, as a Nobody, could not feel emotions; yet, something inside him hurt as he watched his best friend turn his back and walk away.

#05 → Potatoes // Roxas much preferred ice cream over french fries, Axel knew.

#06 → Rain // The both of them were soaked in freezing rain that chilled them to the bone, despite their heavy leather coats - but neither of them really noticed, because they were too busy exchanging heated breath.

#07 → Chocolate // The darkness of Axel’s room was like chocolate to Roxas; dark, velvety, smooth and warm.

#08 → Happiness // Happiness - it was a foreign thing to Axel and something he wasn’t able to feel - but sometimes he could pretend for a while that he had emotion; and the more time he spent with Roxas, the more he began to fall for his own act.

#09 → Telephone // Sometimes, Axel would call Roxas at his ‘home’ in Twilight Town just to hear him one more time - but he never replied when the blond answered.

#10 → Ears // Roxas’ breathing was hot on Axel’s neck as he thrust into the blond - and when he cried out in orgasm, it filled every inch of Axel’s body from his ears to his toes and sent him wild.

#11 → Name // “I’m Axel. . . got it memorized?” the redhead said to him; Roxas cocked an eyebrow and hoped he wouldn’t have to deal with that annoying introduction ever again.

#12 → Sensual // The Nobody threw his head back in ecstasy, as his ‘friend’ thrust himself harder into him - and as he hit orgasm, he could swear he loved Roxas, even though love was an emotion which he did not experience.

#13 → Death // Death was not on the menu that day, Axel knew as he lay fading - after all, a non-existent thing could not cease to exist; Sora watched, with an obvious pain played across his facial features, and the redhead knew that Roxas was somewhere inside watching as well.

#14 → Sex // He didn’t know what to do, and so he did nothing; Axel lay above him, breathing harshly against his damp skin as he thrust into him - and for once, Roxas could swear. . . he could feel something.

#15 → Touch // They could not feel emotions, and it left an empty void somewhere inside the two Nobodies; this would not do, the two silently agreed, and attempted to fill said void with something they could most definitely feel - each other’s touch.

#16 → Weakness // After Roxas had left the Organization, the others teased Axel of being weak - he didn’t need to be told of his weakness for the blond, however; he knew it more than anyone else.

#17 → Tears // If Axel could shed tears, he knew they’d be falling for the loss of his best friend; his lover - but it was all just a reminder that whatever it was that Roxas made him feel was just another lie.

#18 → Speed // Roxas’ grip on Axel’s forearm was tight as he thrust into him; encouraged by the touch, Axel thrust faster, harder, deeper - eliciting a moan from the blond as he tilted his head back.

#19 → Wind // The wind rustled in Axel’s hair as he stood on the top of the tower, staring at the picture in his hand - a Roxas was smiling at him, the image so foreign to the redhead; he was mentally preparing himself as he stood, for he knew that the Roxas he was about to meet was not going to be the Roxas that he knew.

#20 → Freedom // As Roxas’ back disappeared through the portal, Axel mourned the loss of his friend - but even more than that, he hoped that his blond friend would be able to find the freedom he was looking for; the freedom that neither of them knew within the Organization.

#21 → Life // When two people love each other, they lay down the rest of their lives together with marriage; but, Axel wondered about his case with Roxas - what if those two had no lives, and instead only non-existence in it’s place?

#22 → Jealousy // Axel was jealous of Roxas; jealous because Roxas actually had something to search for, a way to find out who he used to be - all Axel would ever know was what was happening right here and now.

#23 → Hands // Large, bony hands warmed Roxas’ cold skin as they huddled together beneath the blankets; the two were pressed skin against skin, beating out the cold of the winter night outside the bed.

#24 → Taste // Before Axel met Roxas, he hadn’t quite liked sweet tastes; but he learned to enjoy them as every time he kissed the blond there was always an evident trace of the last bar of Sea-Salt ice cream he’d had.

#25 → Devotion // Axel poured himself into the devotion he gave for Roxas; every piece of his non-existence, everything he felt but shouldn’t - and for what, to be turned down as the blond walked away without a second thought.

#26 → Forever // Could they be like this forever, Axel wondered; if they were nonexistent, it should be possible - nonexistent beings didn’t have lifelines, right?

#27 → Blood // It had been a rough mission that night, and Axel was quietly tending to Roxas’ bleeding wounds; he couldn’t help but wonder, though - were they even supposed to bleed, if they didn’t have hearts?

#28 → Sickness // Without Roxas, the emptiness inside Axel was too much; he was just a shell of nothing, and for some unknown reason it hurt - every bit of his non-existence ached as he lay sprawled out on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling.

#29 → Melody // The steady rhythm of Axel’s breath in the blond’s ear was almost melodic as he drifted off to join the redhead in sleep.

#30 → Star // The two of them lay on their backs - hand in hand - staring quietly at the stars above; the sky was endless, filled with countless stars, and all it did was make Axel feel even less significant in his own non-existence.

#31 → Home // Axel had no home other than the Organization - which wasn’t that great of a ‘home’ - but Roxas did; Roxas had Twilight Town and Axel was jealous, but soon enough, after post-mission ice cream atop the clock tower, it would become home to the both of them.

#32 → Confusion // The look on Roxas’ face spelled confusion in a thousand different ways; it was obvious he didn’t remember the redhead - Axel could feel something sinking into the bottom of his stomach and he could have sworn it was his heart.

#33 → Fear // Something alien surged through the redhead’s veins as he watched his best friend leave him without even a last glance; an emotion - whether real or just memory - jumped in his chest as he suddenly feared that the blond would never return to him.

#34 → Lightning/Thunder // Roxas claimed that he was, in fact, not afraid of thunder nor lightning as they watched the storm outside Axel’s window - however, the redhead wasn’t sure he believed the blond; every time the room lit up and shook, the boy would jump slightly in Axel’s arms before pretending he was unaffected.

#35 → Bonds // Now that the two of them were gone, the Bond of Flame - a combination of keyblade and fire - was the only thing left of their friendship, all the memories now blown to the wind.

#36 → Market // Axel wasn’t surprised to see the blond eyeing the ice cream in the marketplace that day; if there was something the blond liked more than Sea-Salt ice cream, he didn’t know what it was.

#37 → Technology // The lanky redhead stared blankly at the only source of light in the dark room; computer screens curved around the seat in front of him, and it was hard for Axel to imagine that somewhere inside there was a Roxas.

#38 → Gift // Roxas smiled every time Axel brought him something; but sometimes, the redhead wished he could box his whole non-existence and hand it over without a second thought.

#39 → Smile // The fact that Roxas rarely smiled didn’t bother Axel very much; when they boy did smile, it was just meant that much more.

#40 → Innocence // Resisting the urge to touch him, Axel couldn’t help but smile and think that Roxas looked so innocent while he slept next to him; eyes closed and his face relaxed.

#41 → Completion // Axel had been told over and over that this feeling was false, untrue, and nothing near what it would feel like to have his real heart back; but that didn’t matter to him - with Roxas, he felt complete; if he had Roxas, Axel would no longer need Kingdom Hearts.

#42 → Clouds // In most of the worlds he’d been to, the skies had been a bright blue to match the color of Roxas’ eyes - not this dark, grey, clouded sky Axel lived with day to day in the World That Never Was.

#43 → Sky // It wasn’t often that Axel got to see a clear sky - but really, that was okay, because Roxas’ eyes were the same color, and much more interesting to him.

#44 → Heaven // Roxas knew full well that Axel was gone - he’d watched the whole thing from the sidelines, unable to do anything about it; and he couldn’t help but wonder where he was now. . . not in heaven, that was for sure.

#45 → Hell // In normal circumstance, Axel would have thought that what he was doing with the blond would have granted him a one-way ticket to hell; but he was a Nobody, and there was no hell for non-existent beings.

#46 → Sun // The World that Never Was was always stormy, and there was never any other type of weather; the sun was something unknown to the world - to Axel, this was all just fine, for he had a different kind of sun in the shape of a blond-headed boy whom he considered to be his best friend.

#47 → Moon // Roxas watched as Axel slept; bright neon lights played across his pale skin in lines through the blinds, replacing the moonlight which never shone in the World That Never Was.

#48 → Waves // The redhead wasn’t much for the waters; so he sat back on the sandy beach, soaking in the sun’s warmth as he watched Roxas standing in front of the waves as he stared over the endless ocean.

#49 → Hair // Curling around sleeping Roxas’ back, Axel dug his face into the blond, mussy hair; it smelled sweet like citrus and the scent lulled him to sleep.

#50 → Supernova // In his last devotion to his partner, his friend, his lover; Axel let everything that had built up in his chest out as everything burst into flame - he would fade away for Roxas’ sake as Sora continued his mission.

[x-posted]
1sentence☆owninglamers

1sentence Master Theme Table [Kingdom Hearts, Axel+Roxas]

2007-11-13T02:20:02Z

[Community] 1sentence
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Axel+Roxas
[Themes] 1/5 Sets

All of the themes in a set are posted together!

☆Alpha Theme Set☆
01	Comfort	02	Kiss	03	Soft	04	Pain	05	Potatoes
06	Rain	07	Chocolate	08	Happiness	09	Telephone	10	Ears
11	Name	12	Sensual	13	Death	14	Sex	15	Touch
16	Weakness	17	Tears	18	Speed	19	Wind	20	Freedom
21	Life	22	Jealousy	23	Hands	24	Taste	25	Devotion
26	Forever	27	Blood	28	Sickness	29	Melody	30	Star
31	Home	32	Confusion	33	Fear	34	Lightning/Thunder	35	Bonds
36	Market	37	Technology	38	Gift	39	Smile	40	Innocence
41	Completion	42	Clouds	43	Sky	44	Heaven	45	Hell
46	Sun	47	Moon	48	Waves	49	Hair	50	Supernova
☆Beta Theme Set☆
01	Walking	02	Waltz	03	Wishes	04	Wonder	05	Worry
06	Whimsy	07	Waste/Wasteland	08	Whiskey and Rum	09	War	10	Weddings
11	Birthday	12	Blessing	13	Bias	14	Burning	15	Breathing
16	Breaking	17	Belief	18	Balloon	19	Balcony	20	Bane
21	Quiet	22	Quirks	23	Question	24	Quarrel	25	Quitting
26	Jump	27	Jester	28	Jousting	29	Jewel	30	Just
31	Smirk	32	Sorrow	33	Stupidity	34	Serenade	35	Sarcasm
36	Sordid	37	Soliloquy	38	Sojourn	39	Share	40	Solitary
41	Nowhere	42	Neutral	43	Nuance	44	Near	45	Natural
46	Horizon	47	Valitant	48	Virtuous	49	Victory	50	Defeat
☆Gamma Theme Set☆
01	Ring	02	Hero	03	Memory	04	Box	05	Run
06	Hurricane	07	Wings	08	Cold	09	Red	10	Drink
11	Midnight	12	Temptation	13	View	14	Music	15	Silk
16	Cover	17	Promise	18	Dream	19	Candle	20	Talent
21	Silence	22	Journey	23	Fire	24	Strength	25	Mask
26	Ice	27	Fail	28	Forgotten	29	Dance	30	Body
31	Sacred	32	Farewells	33	World	34	Formal	35	Fever
36	Laugh	37	Lies	38	Forever	39	Overwhelmed	40	Whisper
41	Wait	42	Talk	43	Search	44	Hope	45	Eclipse
46	Gravity	47	Highway	48	Unknown	49	Lock	50	Breathe
☆Delta Theme Set☆
01	Air	02	Apples	03	Beginning	04	Bugs	05	Coffee
06	Dark	07	Despair	08	Doors	09	Drink	10	Duty
11	Earth	12	End	13	Fall	14	Fire	15	Flexible
16	Flying	17	Food	18	Foot	19	Grave	20	Green
21	Head	22	Hollow	23	Honor	24	Hope	25	Light
26	Lost	27	Metal	28	New	29	Old	30	Peace
31	Poison	32	Pretty	33	Rain	34	Regret	35	Roses
36	Secret	37	Snakes	38	Snow	39	Solid	40	Spring
41	Stable	42	Strange	43	Summer	44	Taboo	45	Ugly
46	War	47	Water	48	Welcome	49	Winter	50	Wood
☆Epsilon Theme Set☆
01	Motion	02	Cool	03	Young	04	Last	05	Wrong
06	Gentle	07	One	08	Thousand	09	King	10	Learn
11	Blur	12	Wait	13	Change	14	Command	15	Hold
16	Need	17	Vision	18	Attention	19	Soul	20	Picture
21	Fool	22	Mad	23	Child	24	Now	25	Shadow
26	Goodbye	27	Hide	28	Fortune	29	Safe	30	Ghost
31	Book	32	Eye	33	Never	34	Sing	35	Sudden
36	Stop	37	Time	38	Wash	39	Torn	40	History
41	Power	42	Bother	43	God	44	Wall	45	Naked
46	Drive	47	Harm	48	Precious	49	Hunger	50	Believe

Shall I Teach You A Lesson? [Phoenix Wright, Godot+Phoenix, Request]

2007-11-13T01:01:27Z

[Title] Shall I Teach You A Lesson?
[Fandom] Phoenix Wright [YOU HERD ME.]
[Pairing] Godot+Phoenix
[Request] Phoenix Wright Kink Meme, "Godot/Phoenix, spanking, possibly rimming. Feenie didn't know he had a pretty serious spanking kink. Godot suspected, and is generally a smarmy bastard about it."
[Genre] Spankey smut.
[Rating] R FOR MAN SPANKING MAN.
[Summary] Phoenix gets a surprise, or two.
[Word Count] 860
[Spoilers] None!
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆teagueful ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] pedosaurus
[A/N] OH WOW I WROTE SOME PHOENIX WRIGHT. Yeah, I waited too long before diving into the fandom. I've loved PW for SO LONG but never got into the fandom until just now. What the hell is wrong with me? Well, whatever. FIRST TIME WRITING GODOT BTW. I think I like him. Nom noms.

“Would you hand me the remote?” Phoenix asked, eyeing the other side of the couch where the TV controller lay. He had been inviting Godot over after court for some time now, thought he never really did know why. There was just something intriguing about this guy. . .

Godot did not respond to the question he was asked. Phoenix was used to this - he was unlike other prosecutors in the way that he was quiet, rather than objecting to everything even before he’d opened his mouth. But neither did Godot move to grab the remote in question.

’Maybe he’s asleep,’ Phoenix thought, eyeing the silver-haired man. Though it was hard to tell, seeing as the top half of his face was hidden from view by his visor. He shrugged, figuring he could just get the controller himself. Leaning over his lap, Phoenix reached for it.

Little did he know, however, that Godot was - in fact - not napping. Phoenix wouldn’t have been able to see him arching an eyebrow as he leaned over his lap, butt raised in the air. Godot smirked, though Phoenix was too determined to see it, and gave him a little slap on the rear.

Phoenix yelped as he jumped from surprise and practically fell right into the older man’s lap. A wicked smile was playing across Godot’s lips. Phoenix turned, his face bright red, and said, “What was that for?!?”

“Do I need to teach you a lesson, Mr. Trite?” he snickered. Slipping the controller out of the bewildered Phoenix’ grip was easy, and he threw it behind the couch.

“. . . huh??” Phoenix just did not get it. He was so confused and suddenly nervous, he didn’t know what to do with himself. Godot just continued staring at the man in his lap, grin wider than ever.

“I said, shall I teach you a lesson?” Godot repeated strongly and slapped the ass that was still in his lap. Phoenix’ face only became more red. “Weren’t you listening?”

“Yes. . .” the younger man said and swallowed hard. What was he planning to do? More importantly, what was he supposed to do? Move? Sit there and take it? He was too confused at the moment to take any action.

“You asked me for the remote, correct?” He slapped Phoenix again.

“Yes.” He took his gaze away from Godot, fixing it blankly at the back of the couch. Why didn’t he just get up? He didn’t have to take this. . .

“I don’t respond. Then you take it upon yourself to retrieve it yourself.” The silver-haired man spanked Phoenix again, a few times in a row, harder each time. “Did you not think that I was perfectly fine with the channel we happened to be watching?”

“I’m sorry!” Phoenix said, nearly yelping as he continued to be spanked by the older man. He would have laughed, but the reason he couldn’t get himself to do anything about it was making itself apparent. His pants were getting tighter, and he hid his face in the pillows. Oh god, he could feel Godot’s thigh beneath him. . . Phoenix was sure Godot could feel it too.

Indeed, Godot felt it, though it came as no surprise. He had suspected the boy’d have some sort of kink. . . and here it was. Phoenix had been wearing a casual pair of sweatpants that were just so easy to slip down, and that’s just what Godot did - exposing the soft flesh of his rear. Phoenix’ hips thrust forward reflexively as he got another, good spanking.

“H-hey. . . ,” he said, turning his head to look back at Godot.

“What?” the other man said and showed his teeth with a grin. “Are you going to oppose me?”

“Ah!” Phoenix cried out as Godot spanked him even harder. His mind was rapidly slipping out of control. . . every time his hips thrust forward after each slap, he could rub himself against Godot’s thigh. The friction from the other man’s pants was perfect against his throbbing cock.

This was so embarrassing, but Phoenix didn’t care right now. Right now was good and he wasn’t going to do anything about it.

“I didn’t think so,” Godot chuckled and slapped again. The sensitive skin of Phoenix’ rear was beginning to go red, yet he didn’t stop spanking him.

“Oh god,” Phoenix whined erotically. He couldn’t help himself anymore, and kept rubbing himself against the leg of the man whose hand wouldn’t let off his ass. Every spank was loud in his ear, and the sound of his own breathing was drowning out that of the television long forgotten.

Each slap stung worse than the last, and Phoenix’ eyes had begun to water slightly. But it didn’t hurt; god, it felt so good. The time between each spank seemed like forever to him, yet seemed so short when it finally came.

Another spanking, harder than all the rest, and Phoenix thrust his hips hard against Godot’s thigh as he came all over the man’s pants and the couch. They were both silent as Phoenix collapsed in the silver-haired man’s lap, attempting to catch his breath, and Godot dulled the stinging sensation still sparking through his skin with a gentle massage.

[x-posted]
Posted@Kink Meme☆owninglamers

I Can't Drive With My Gear Shift In Your Ass [Kingdom Hearts, Axel+Roxas, Request]

2007-11-01T08:23:20Z

[Title] I Can't Drive With My Gear Shift In Your Ass
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Axel+Roxas
[Request] Kingdom Hearts Kink Meme, "sex in a car, with roxas using the gear stick in a way WHICH HE TOTALLY SHOULD~~N'T~~!!"
[Genre] Smut. :D
[Rating] NC-17 for penis buttsex and gear shift buttsex.
[Summary] Axel and Roxas get it on in the car, but the gearshift happens to be painfully poking the blond in the butt.
[Word Count] 1493
[Spoilers] None lolzzz.
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆teagueful ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] typosexual
[A/N] God, I'm writing like a maniac lately. ~1500 words per fic? wtf. What happened to ye old ~300? lol XD Kinda happy I'm writing more though 8D

Reading had become a weekday afternoon habit as the nineteen-year-old redhead sat in his empty car, in the corner of the school's parking lot. Every school day he'd sit here and wait for his younger friend to be let free; it hadn't even been a year since Axel himself was a student here. He didn't miss it.

Nor did he miss any of the other people here, and so Axel constantly parked in a corner in avoidance of having to even look at anybody. High school had been hell for Axel - widely known as 'the faggot,' how could it not have been? If it weren't for that one freshman he met during his senior year, he wouldn't even be here now.

But Roxas had two more years left after this one, being a sophomore now. Axel never understood how he could come out of that god-forsaken building with a wide smile plastered on his face. Roxas did well in school, enjoyed it, and had a normal social life. . . except for Axel.

Everybody knew the two were friends, but nobody ever questioned it. Having a friend four years older than himself wasn't too weird - but a boyfriend? That was something else, which Roxas never let anyone know. And neither did Axel - technically, their relationship was illegal. It was their secret.

Axel's attention was brought away from reading as the passenger door opened and the familiar face he was waiting for appeared. He quickly shoved his bookmark into the book and snapped it shut, throwing it into the backseat behind him.

"Hey baby," he said when the door had shut. "What's up?"

"My dick," Roxas replied bluntly. Axel just laughed, passing the comment off as a joke. But the next thing he knew Roxas' hand was in the collar of his shirt, pulling him closer. The blond smashed his lips against his as he practically climbed into Axel's lap, as much was possible in the small car.

"What the hell were you doing without me?" Axel said as he broke their kiss, laughing softly again. Roxas had been more demanding lately, wanting more sex, but Axel definitely didn't mind. He himself remembered how horny he was when he was fifteen. . . He reached for the keys - still in the ignition - and was about to turn them when he said, "Lemme just get you into my apartment."

"No," the blond said bluntly, grabbing the redhead's wrist and pulling his hand from the keys. It wasn't long before his tongue and teeth found Axel's neck. With the captured wrist in his hand, he pulled Axel's hand down to his already hard dick.

"God. . . here?" Axel nearly moaned as Roxas' teeth found that extra sensitive part of his neck. They'd never done this before, but Axel wasn't about to object. He rubbed his palm against the jeans tight against Roxas' cock and slipped his other hand underneath the boy's shirt to tease a nipple with his thumb.

Roxas pressed himself into Axel's hand, groaning against the redhead's neck. He began unbuttoning the redhead's shirt, trailing his tongue down from Axel's neck to his collarbone and leaving marks along the way. Roxas slid the shirt from his slender shoulders, exposing his chiseled chest and abdomen.

Axel was beginning to harden as Roxas' fingers found his nipples, rolling them between an index finger and a thumb, pinching and pulling. The redhead unbuttoned the blond's pants, pulling them - along with the boy's boxers - down to his knees, exposing his erection. He wrapped his fingers around Roxas, squeezing as he began to pull.

Shit, this kid was hard as a rock. And it wasn't long before Roxas found Axel's own erection. He fumbled with Axel's belt momentarily before he could unbutton the man's pants and slide his hands in to grope the redhead's ass. Axel arched up, giving Roxas the perfect opportunity to slide his pants down.

"I want inside you," Roxas muttered against Axel's saliva-coated, bruising skin as he pressed a finger up to his puckered hole. Axel kept stroking Roxas, and he really did want the blond inside of him - but there was hardly any room in the car as it was.

As if reading the dilemma going through Axel's mind, Roxas shifted so that his shoulder blades were against the dashboard. The manual gear shift poked painfully into his lower back, but right now he really didn't care. Axel pulled a small vile out of his pocket - which he walked around with out of habit (besides, you never know when it comes in handy. . . like now) - and poured the contents all over his hand.

He slipped a shoe off so that he could get his pants off of one leg at least and straddled Roxas (semi-)comfortably, hunching over the blond as he coated his cock with the slick substance. Roxas' hand gripped Axel's cock and he began jerking the redhead off hard, as if it'd help Axel see how desperate he was.

But it wasn't long before Axel finished lubing him up and pressed himself into the head of Roxas' cock. The boy gripped his hips for leverage as he thrust into him, not even waiting for Axel to get comfortable. He grunted loudly and tightened around Roxas but relaxed quickly.

Roxas was already thrusting into Axel with all his strength - which wasn't as much as it could have been, given that they were both cramped in funny positions in the tiny front seat. The redhead hunched over Roxas, propping himself on his knees on either of the seats, lifting himself and dropping, sending Roxas even deeper inside of him.

It wasn't even cold outside, yet their quickened breath and heating bodies were fogging up the windows. All for the better though; if someone saw what the two were doing now, Roxas' reputation would have been ruined and Axel'd be sent to jail most likely. The car was rocking and with the windows fogged up like that there was no doubt what was happening inside. But right now, neither of them cared.

The blond thrust himself harder, and grunted in frustration. He just couldn't get the leverage he wanted like this. Sensing this, Axel tried to help him into a better position - but now the gear shift was pressing against his ass. Axel thrust his hips against Roxas, pressing him further into the gear shift.

A bright idea and a moment later, Roxas just let it happen. He slowly sunk his weight onto the gear shift and let it go up his anus. Fuck, it was big. . . every muscle in his body tightened and he groaned loudly in erotic pain. Axel paused, unsure of what just happened, biting his lower lip as Roxas' nails dug into his hips.

But as Roxas continued slowly sinking downward, it clicked to Axel - the blond was sitting where his gear shift should have been. The blond pressed his forehead against Axel's chest, breathing harsh against his bare stomach for a moment. But before he knew it, Roxas began moving in him again and concern was washed away as he let himself move his hips again.

"Fuck," the blond groaned, rolling his head backwards. His eyes practically rolled into the back of his head from pleasure overload; he could feel the gear shift inside him as he moved his hips up and down, yet Axel was still thrusting into him which added even more pressure to the gear shift. "Harder, Axe. . ."

Axel moaned as he thrust himself harder, taking Roxas deeper within himself. He soon found that if he leaned farther into the blond that he could catch his penis between both of their bellies and thrust against it. His face now next to Roxas', his breath was hot in the blond's ear, hitching in his chest every now and then.

Soon they were both so lost in ecstasy, moaning with nearly every thrust of their hips. Roxas could feel a trickle of sweat roll down his temple - he was building up and he didn't know how much longer he'd last. Axel seemed to be faring okay, as his hips only seemed to go faster and faster, thrusting harder.

It wasn't much longer indeed, and Roxas moaned loudly in Axel's ear as he came. His sticky seeds spilled into Axel, and he could feel it dripping down his own balls. He slipped his hand between them and gripping Axel's cock, helping the readhead until he came all over their stomachs with a grunt.

He fell limp over Roxas, and the two panted, trying to catch their breaths. Roxas' fingers wound themselves in red locks, massaging Axel's scalp as his breathing slowly returned to normal. They sat in silence for a while, soaking in the afterglow.

"Thanks," Roxas finally said quietly.

"I suppose we should go clean up at my place," Axel replied and smirked widely, "but I can't drive with my gear shift up your ass."

[x-posted]
Posted@Kink Meme☆owninglamers

The Unexpected Guest [Kingdom Hearts, Riku+Roxas, Request]

2007-10-29T11:24:55Z

[Title] The Unexpected Guest
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Riku+Roxas
[Request] Kingdom Hearts Kink Meme, "Coming in one's pants."
[Genre] Smut-ish. :D
[Rating] R for cock rubbing!
[Summary] Riku comes looking for Sora, who is on vacation, whilst Roxas stays home.
[Word Count] 1684
[Spoilers] None lolzzz.
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆teagueful ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] pedosaurus
[A/N] Wow. This pairing isn't something I thought I'd like, but lol. The prompt hit me and I like it. Although, I wrote it all in one go and I kind of feel rushed at the end because I really wanted to go to sleep and I had long since lost my muse. XD Oh wow, crazy tiems though. I might write more of these two.

"Sora isn't here," the short blond said as he stared up at his brother's friend. "He's on vacation with the rest of the family."

"But you're still here?" Riku asked Roxas, eyebrows raised. When family went on vacation, wasn't it always. . . the whole family?

"I get homesick easy," Roxas muttered quietly.

"Oh," was the short reply he received, followed by a short pause, "can I come in?"

Neither of them had anything better to do, and it wasn't like they were complete strangers. In fact, they might have even considered each other 'sort-of-friends.' They saw each other often enough, what with Riku being Sora's best friend, and Roxas being the brunette's twin brother.

"Sora didn't tell you he was leaving?" Roxas asked the taller man as he plopped himself onto the living room couch. "Actually, I'm not surprised. He didn't seem to remember until last minute and only packed last night."

Riku laughed. "Sounds about right. So what do you do in the house all by yourself?"

"Stuff. . . Why?"

"I don't know, just seems boring here by yourself," Riku replied and ignored the fact that the blond hadn't really answered his question. Roxas shrugged his reply. He was the type who preferred quiet days in an empty house; he wasn't anti-social, but he got bored of people quickly.

And Riku couldn't help but stare at the boy now, almost as if it was the first time he'd really seen Roxas. Despite being twins, having ruffly hair and the same blue eyes, he and Sora were so different. Sora was social and outgoing, Roxas more quiet and reserved. The only person other than Sora that Riku had seen Roxas hang out with was that redhead Axel guy - the really gay one. He silently wondered if Roxas was gay, too.

It had been too long. Roxas cocked an eyebrow at the older male on the couch across from him; he'd been staring in silence for an awful long time. Riku shook his head and muttered, "Sorry. Zoned out for a second.

"So are you going out with someone?"

"No," Roxas snorted. He hated talking about that stuff. He could really care less about relationships, and even less about talking about them.

"Oh. Me either," Riku said with a shrug. He probably shouldn't, but he couldn't help but ask, "what about that Axel guy? People are always talking about how you two are constantly together."

"He's just a friend," the blond replied in an obviously annoyed monotone. But the slightly rosy color spreading across his cheeks didn't go unnoticed by Riku.

"So you're not gay?"

"What is this? An interrogation??" Roxas snarled, and took a moment to regain his self composure. If Riku kept this up, he wasn't going to stay much longer. He didn't mind the silver-haired boy being here, but he did mind being asked a thousand and one questions. He sighed, "what's it to you anyway?"

"I dunno," Riku replied. He hadn't meant to upset Roxas - he was just curious and wanted to know. "Sorry."

Roxas shrugged, but now Riku was staring at him again. It was then that Roxas knew what was going on in his head. His face a deeper shade of red and he turned away for a moment. Riku was silent as he pieced together the pieces; Roxas hadn't denied being gay, and was now blushing.

He inched closer. Roxas' head whipped around and they were now nearly face-to-face. Riku paused, and waited for him to push him away - but it never happened, to his surprise. Roxas seemed frozen as Riku came even closer, slowly, and pressed his lips against the other's.

Riku waited again. But Roxas, still, didn't push him away. The blond didn't know what to do. He'd never been in a situation like this, and his unknowing curiosity wanted to let this happen; so he did. The next thing they knew, Riku was pressing his tongue into Roxas' mouth.

The blond moaned quietly into his mouth; whether it was from discomfort, nervousness or otherwise, neither of them knew. But he hadn't pushed Riku away so they continued exchanging saliva. Roxas relaxed a bit, and the older male smiled into his mouth as he began moving his own tongue.

At first, Roxas thought this was just strange. He still didn't know why he was letting Riku do this - oh god, his brother's friend - but it wasn't as bad as he'd imagined making out to be. Now he was figuring out why people actually liked to kiss.

Slowly, Riku shifted - Roxas moving with him - until the boy was beneath him, laying across the couch comfortably. His long hair was like a veil, hiding the two of them from the rest of the empty house. That is, until their kiss broke when Riku decided he needed air.

The younger boy almost whined when Riku's lips didn't return. But he was soon distracted when his tongue and teeth met his tender neck. God, who knew that felt so good? Roxas couldn't help but let out a soft moan, and was glad that the house was empty.

"Do- Do you do this with Sora?" he asked, wondering if he was just a temporary replacement for his absent brother.

"No," was the short reply Roxas would receive and he could feel him laugh silently against his neck. He wasted no time before softly biting Roxas' saliva-coated skin, earning another throaty sound from the boy.

They hadn't been doing much for long, but already Roxas found himself gasping for air. His senses were going haywire - some magnified, some dulled. He could feel every movement of that tongue, every tooth that grazed his skin; he could smell Riku's cologne strong in his nostrils - yet his vision was going hazy and so he let his eyes slide shut.

Riku's knee was slowly making it's way betweet the blond's legs, inching closer and closer to his groin. Hands found their way into Roxas' shirt, running along the smooth, warm skin and grazing over his nipples. He found himself arching and pressing into Riku's touch. It was pathetic, but he couldn't help it.

Roxas turned his head to the side, hiding his face from the silver-haired boy. His pants were getting tighter and he didn't really want him to know; and his face was only becoming more and more flush from here.

A knee pressed into his groin and it took a lot of willpower from Roxas to keep himself from just rubbing against it. All the blood in his body was going straight to his penis and fuck, it wasn't easy to ignore.

It didn't go unnoticed, much to Roxas' dismay. Riku pressed his knee harder into the blond's growing erection and with his thumbs he teasted the boy's nipples. Roxas let out a long, drawn out groan right into Riku's ear and the older male was starting to feel a disturbance in his own groin.

Riku pulled away from Roxas momentarily to readjust himself, and pressed his hips into the other's. The blond could feel his heart beat in his chest as he suddenly got nervous. He had no idea how far Riku wanted to take this, and oh god Roxas didn't even know what he was doing.

But damn, there wasn't any going back now. Even through the fabric of both of their pants, they could feel each other's throbbing erections hard against one another. Riku slowly began rubbing his groin into Roxas', pressing him further into the couch, and the blond gasped.

Roxas' own hips rose to meet Riku's and before either of them knew it they were sloppily jerking their hips into one another. Roxas turned his head, breathing harsh and erratic into Riku's ear as he practically pressed his cheek into his.

Propping himself up on his palms, Riku lifted his chest up. They weren't close anymore, but it made it easier for him to move. He thrust his cock harder against Roxas, helping him get into the rhythm. Once they had a steady motion, he picked up the pace, thrusting harder and faster.

Fuck, the friction of jeans against jeans was perfect right now, and Riku was losing self control. It didn't help him that he had such a perfect view of Roxas from here; the boy's flush cheeks nearly shone under those eyes which he clenched shut, and oh god the way he was breathing with his mouth entirely agape. . .

Riku's head drooped as he thrust harder into Roxas as he thrust back. The blond's chest arched as he threw his head back, breathing loudly into the silence of the empty house. Every now and then, a strangled noise would come from the smaller boy's chest, urging Riku to throw away rhythm for strength.

Who knew how long they'd been thrusting their hard cocks into one another; all sense of time had gone out the window and minutes began to feel like hours. Riku's arms were losing their energy, though he hadn't realized it until his chest met Roxas', though he continued rubbing himself through clothing against the other.

They could both feel themselves building up; Roxas felt as if he was about to explode. His breathing was so out of control it was almost distracting, yet he thrust himself even harder - with a strength he didn't know he even had - into Riku.

Roxas came first, grunting loudly as his seed spilled over himself in his jeans. He collapsed into the couch, panting for breath as Riku continued thrusting and came not long afterwards. Roxas' whole mind was clouded in afterglow, and it took him a while to come back to his senses.

The flush in his face never left. What the hell had he just done? He was coming to the realization that Riku was still on top of him. Oh god, it was embarrassing. And now his clothing was dirty and he felt disgusting, but he shoved the thought to the back of his mind.

For now, he had to figure out how to get Riku off of him and out of his house.

[x-posted]
Posted@Kink Meme☆owninglamers

REQUESTS: Open

2007-10-29T06:06:04Z

I'm taking requests once again! Here's how it works; you make a request, and if I feel up to it, I'll complete it. All completed requests will be posted in an entirely new post, by itself, and will be listed in the master list of fics.

I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REJECT ANY REQUESTS.
The only reason for me to do this is if I don't like the pairing, prompt, or otherwise.
If I do reject it, I'll tell you why and give you a chance to revise your request.

To make a request please fill out the following and post it in a comment:

Right now I am willing to write for the following fandoms: Ergo Proxy, Fullmetal Alchemist, Kingdom Hearts, Magna Carta, Megaman X, MYST, Petite Princess Yucie, Phoenix Wright, Pirates of the Caribbean,Queer as Folk, Skies of Arcadia, Wolf's Rain. Want a fandom not listed? Feel free to ask me if I know it/will write it.

I am willing to write Het, Yaoi or Yuri. If you want a specific kink, feel free to throw it at me as a prompt.

WTF is "other"? That's where you tell me some more specifics. Do you what the characters to be in a romantic or friendly relationship? Are you dead set on receiving porn from me? Or do you not even want porn at all? Let me know please.

You may request from me as many times as you want, but please please please put them in different comments! Thank you.

Notes to self:
→ STOP GETTING PLOT BUNNIES.
→ Watch Ergo Proxy again and fill out Jorby's request. Stat.

→ Axel/Roxas buttplug kink
→ Riku/Axel Aphrodesiacs
→ Seifer/Hayner non-con struggle bat
→ Axel/Roxas masturbating lolz.
→ Seifer/Hayner misuse of ice cream already filled
→ Naru/Mitsu rape recovery already filled
→ Miles/Phoenix breath play
→ Dom!Godot/Feenie
→ Godot/Maya Channeling Mia.
→ Godot/Feenie Visorless Godot

Gyakuten Saiban Kink Meme
Kingdom Hearts Kink Meme
Phoenix Wright Kink Meme

The Alphabet Drabble Meme!

5sentence_fics Table One, Set Three [Kingdom Hearts, Seifer+Roxas]

2007-10-17T06:32:32Z

[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Seifer+Roxas
[Theme] 5sentence_fics Table One, Set Three Master List
[Genre] General
[Ratings] G - NC-17
[Spoilers] None! :D
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆teagueful ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] pedosaurus
[A/N] wtf @ this pairing, lmfao! It was kind of hard to get back into, I guess. >.< But yeah. . . Uh. I had a hard time writing this not to be all smut! I'm such a perv. Oh well. GTFO.

#11 ☆ Police, Freeze!

It was Seifer’s idea to make out in an alleyway near the sandlot, yet Roxas hadn’t been too keen on the idea. It was just too close to both of their hangouts for comfort - someone was probably going to see them.

But Roxas’ hands were fisted into the taller blond’s coat anyway as Seifer pressed him into the wall and forced his tongue into his mouth. He had just begun to relax and get more comfortable when his fear presented itself in the form of Hayner rounding the corner. Roxas froze like a deer in the headlights, yet Seifer made a ‘shoo’ movement with his hand and kept working his tongue over Roxas’ lips.

#12 ☆ Paperweight

Whenever Seifer would offer to bring Roxas into his own group, he’d refuse. With the others, he always felt like a useless rock bringing the others down. The way they’d glare at him definitely didn’t help.

Roxas had Hayner, Pence and Olette to go back to anyway. At least they didn’t make him feel so unwanted.

#13 ☆ White Room

The pale, white ceiling of Seifer’s basement was the last thing Roxas saw before he was shoved onto the bed and his eyes slid closed. His breath hitched in the cold air as Seifer slipped slowly inside of him. There wasn’t even a moment of pause before he began thrusting into Roxas, fucking out the stresses of the day and finally getting a moment to ‘relax.’

He was glad Seifer’s house was empty, save for the two of them; he couldn’t stop himself from throwing his head back and a loud moan echoed off of the brick walls. The sound of Seifer’s balls slapping against his tight ass and the headboard hitting the wall were hardly audible over the sounds coming from his own mouth as he was fucked into oblivion for hours on end.

#14 ☆ Stay With Me

“I guess I’ll go home then,” Roxas mumbled. The both of them were now clothed and all evidence of previous actions erased. Besides, it was getting dark now and his mother always worried.

“No. Spend the night,” Seifer replied, curling an arm around Roxas before he stood from the bed to leave. The smaller blond sighed; he’d just have to tell his mom that he spent the night at Hayner’s again.

#15 ☆ Walking Tall

When Seifer walked, he always walked tall with his shoulders elevated. In a lot of ways it made him look ridiculous and not to mention he was tall enough in the first place. It was his own way of letting others know who’s boss. And it made him look like an egotistical bastard.

That wasn’t far from the truth, Roxas knew.

[x-posted]
5sentence_fics☆owninglamers

I Need You [Kingdom Hearts, Axel+Roxas, 30_forbidden #29 Need]

2007-10-16T09:16:21Z

[Title] I Need You
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Axel+Roxas
[Theme] 30_forbidden #29, Need. Theme List
[Genre] Angsty smut for the lulz.
[Rating] R for masturbation?
[Summary] Roxas has left and Axel's lonely.
[Word Count] 1425
[Spoilers] MASTURBATIONNNN LAWL WITH CLOTHING AND PHONES. Yes.
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆teagueful ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] pedosaurus
[A/N] Holy shit! I wrote something, o.m.f.g. I liked the idea but I'm a bit ashamed of the outcome. ): I've been really depressed lately and I think I put too much of that in my fic. Whoops! Oh well. Also, I lost my italics and I am too lazy to fix it.

After hours and hours of lying around in bed, lights out, the room dark and silent, he gave up - he couldn’t sleep. He rolled over to the cold side of the bed and sighed as he remembered the days in which it used to be warmed by a second body. But Roxas had left, leaving Axel and his warm bed behind - all in search of answers.

These answers, Axel already knew. He’d never told Roxas that he knew his other - Sora. The redhead was scared that the blond would leave in search of Sora. . . but in the end, Roxas would find out anyway, and now he was gone.

Axel sighed and pulled the sheets tighter around his slender body. They used to smell like Roxas, but the scent had long been replaced with Axel’s own. It had been so long since the two had shared long nights together here, all the evidence had been washed away with time. The only thing left now was the memories of hazy visions of Roxas beneath him, head tilted back as he came to his peak.

The lanky redhead groaned and rolled over again. That wasn’t something he needed to be thinking about - yet it was an often occurrence. Axel would usually jack off until he’d come and then slip back to sleep but these days it just wasn’t enough. He needed something to help how much he missed Roxas.

Perhaps calling him would be the wrong answer. Axel knew he’d only miss the blond even more, but right now he really just wanted to hear his voice and talk with him a bit. He grabbed the cell phone conveniently left on the night stand next to the bed, flipped it open and dialed number his fingers knew so well.

Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring.

It was improbable the blond would actually pick up his cell phone. He was probably sleeping, unlike Axel. He almost hung up, but right before the cell phone slid closed, the ringing had stopped. Axel held his breath and waited.

“. . . Axel?” Roxas said, his voice slurred and almost croaked. It was obvious that he, in fact, had been sleeping. Yet, Axel didn’t feel guilty at all for waking him. “It’s 3 A.M. Don’t you fucking sleep anymore?”

“Hey, baby,” he replied, a somber smile playing across his lips. “. . . I miss you. Where are you?”

“. . . “ There was no answer. Axel was used to that. Roxas never told him where he was. Normally, Roxas wouldn’t say anything at all, but tonight he had an answer for Axel - even if it wasn’t the one the redhead was looking for. “I’m in bed.”

He didn’t even bother asking where this bed was. He knew there’d be no answer to that. Yet, he couldn’t help but ask, “alone?”

“Obviously.”

“. . . I miss you,” Axel said quietly. “How have you been?”

“Okay,” Roxas said and cleared his throat. He was beginning to sound a bit more normal, waking up. “A bit paranoid - I think I’m being followed, but I’ll manage. . . You?”

“Lonely,” said Axel; immediately, as if he just had to let Roxas know. “It’s boring. . . without you.”

“Oh,” was the only thing Roxas would say to that. Axel wondered if Roxas even cared, even missed him at all. If he ever thought about nights with him as Axel did constantly. Even now, just hearing Roxas breathing was driving him insane.

All he wanted was to have Roxas here, to hold Roxas, to love Roxas. He wanted to thrust himself into Roxas; to drive the blond so wild he’d forget Sora. Even now, he could feel himself getting hard and he sighed. Axel just couldn’t help it.

Axel grunted quietly and pressed himself into the sheets. No, no, he wasn’t supposed to get hard now. He’d either have to wait, or he’d have to get off the phone. Or. . .

He sat up, and headed for the dresser. The cold night air against his naked body was unpleasant and only made his erection worse. He slid drawers open and closed, shuffling through the clothing, looking for something.

“What are you doing?” Roxas asked, hearing all the noise at the other end of the line.

Axel didn’t respond, absorbed in finding this item. It wasn’t long after that he did find it, in the back of a drawer, buried under Axel’s clothing. A shirt of Roxas’, left behind - it still smelled like him and Axel tried not to mess with it too much because of that. But right now, he was desperate and there were a couple others in there.

“Are you okay?” the blond asked. It wasn’t common that Axel didn’t respond to him - he was more of a talker than Roxas himself was.

“Yeah,” Axel muttered as he took Roxas’ shirt back to bed with him and getting comfortable in the heat again. He relaxed and dug his face into the shirt, smelling the soft, fading scent of Roxas. “I miss you.”

“Axel.” How many times had Roxas heard that?

“I want you,” Axel said, shifting into a better position where he could hold the phone yet have a free hand.

“Axel!” he knew that tone of voice. . .

“I need you,” the redhead said and wrapped Roxas’ shirt around his throbbing cock.

“Axel.”

“I need you,” he said again, groaning as he began thrusting into the shirt.

Roxas sighed heavily.

“Do you. . . Remember?” Axel started to say, his breath starting to become erratic. “All the nights. . . we would love each other?”

“Yes.”

“Or. . . Maybe it was just a fuck? D-did you ever feel. . . anything for me?”

Again, Roxas didn’t reply. This was another question he’d never answer. Yet it didn’t matter to Axel whether or not he ever actually did; he knew what he, himself, felt, and that’s all that mattered. . . that’s all that matters. He knew he loved Roxas, and he truly felt this emotion which wasn’t supposed to be there, and there was nothing he could do to change it.

“Shit,” Axel grunted and thrust harder. The friction of the dry fabric against his cock was perfect, and he held it harder against his penis. He needed more. “Roxas. Talk to me like you did. . . back then.”

“What?” Why was the blond even still on the phone?

“Please,” the redhead said, and found himself almost begging. It was the closest he’d actually get to having the blond underneath him. . . “Just start talking.”

“God, Axel,” the blond said in disgust. Axel still didn’t know why he hadn’t just hung up.

“Say it. . . with more lust.”

There was a long, long pause from Roxas. Axel had actually thought he’d hung up but was too preoccupied to do anything with the phone. He thrust himself harder, faster, stronger into his own hand wrapped around the shirt rubbing against him.

Roxas could hear Axel’s breath harsh into the phone, and in the background he could even hear the sheets shuffling as the redhead thrust his hips. He really couldn’t believe Axel was doing this, and he couldn’t believe he was listening. But most of all, he couldn’t believe he was actually going to say it. “God, Axel.”

“Fuck. Again. . . I need you, Roxas,” he said, practically whining.

“God, Axel.”

“Come back to me. Please, please, please come back to me,” he said, struggling to say anything over his breath.

“I’m sorry. . . I can’t.”

“Fuck, Roxas,” Axel said and he even felt a thread of anger surging through him. He was thrusting with all his speed now, breathing so hard he was basically moaning with each exhale. He hoped Roxas was listening and could hear him; could hear his desperation, his needs, his pleas. It wasn’t good like this. It wasn’t good until Roxas was physically there.

Roxas was silent, probably still listening as Axel continued masturbating loudly. It wasn’t too long - only a minute or two - before Axel came into Roxas’ shirt with a grunt. He sighed and panted into the phone as he tried to catch his breath, and wiped off his cock with the shirt.

After he felt like he could breathe well enough to speak again, Axel spoke. “I need you,” he said again. He could never say it enough.

The blond just sighed his response, probably annoyed.

“. . . I miss you,” Axel said. He wanted Roxas just to say something, but he couldn’t get himself to say anything else.

“I miss you too, Axel,” he finally said. “Goodnight.”

Click.

Axel sighed, laid the phone next to his face and tried again to sleep; this time, without too many complications.

[x-posted]
0kingdom_hearts☆30_forbidden☆posted@axel_roxas☆owninglamers

Emotions As They Should Never Be [Kingdom Hearts, Axel+Roxas, 20loves Table 1, Theme 01]

2007-03-11T08:13:33Z

[Title] Emotions As They Should Never Be
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Axel+Roxas
[Theme] 20loves Table 1, Theme 01 Theme List
[Genre] Roleplay; Dabbles between angst and fluff, but most definitely smutty! 8D
[Rating] NC-17.
[Summary] Axel shows Roxas what he feels.
[Word Count] 6256
[Spoilers] I don't. . . Think so. o.O;
[Author] Axel → akaeoko☆pedosaurus ← Roxas
[A/N] This is a roleplay between two people. I am too lazy for any more notes. Enjoy, comment if you wish. 8D Axel is in red, and Roxas is in blue.

Dinner in The World That Never Was never quiet. Aside from mission briefings, it was probably the only time the entire Organization was seen as a whole in the same room. It was all hustle and bustle, with routine gossip (because although Nobodies lacked hearts, they knew how to cause drama) and casual conversation. Xemnas talked over plans on how to further their goals, while the other first five members eagerly listened and pitched their two cents. Demyx performed for those who wanted to listen, while his dancers swayed to rhythms he played.

Not everyone, however, liked to participate in the festivities.

Roxas sat in one corner of the cafeteria, nibbling at his French fries, and Axel sat with him (they were together almost all the time, so it was nothing new to any of the other members that they preferred the company of each other, as opposed to surrounding themselves with the others). He got full rather quickly though, and threw the tray away, before returning to his seat, plopping down in the chair.

Axel watched the blond as he stood, cleared his tray, and resumed his seat across the small table away from him. The redhead glanced down at his own food, which only had a few bites in it. He wasn't much interested in eating tonight; Axel was more interested in his long-time friend and ally.

The two had been mostly quiet that night, as was usual during dinners. Xemnas was always talking away, others were debating and Demyx was playing music loudly - Axel hated noise and preferred places that were more quiet and intimate. He never felt like talking much when the rest of the Organization was present.

With no plans on finishing his food, Axel looked to Roxas from the corner of his eye.

“Come somewhere with me,” he said bluntly and got up from the table to discard his mostly uneaten food.

Roxas turned his attention to the redhead beside him and blinked, a clear expression of boredom on his face. He, too, preferred quieter places, and usually liked reading (he hated having to read mission reports all the time, and liked to settle down with a good novel every once in a while) or something.

“Okay...," Roxas said and rose from his seat. He didn't even bother pushing in the chair as he left the cafeteria with Axel. "Where do you have in mind?" he asked, raising an eyebrow as they walked. He shoved his hands into his pockets and looked at the ground as he walked. Even now, months after joining the Organization, he wasn’t much for making eye contact with people. Not because he felt inferior, but because sometimes, when he looked at people, they could sometimes catch a glimpse of something, a brief flash of emotion, and he didn’t like that; they weren’t supposed to feel emotion. They couldn’t.

And oh, it was so much easier to ignore something that wasn’t supposed to be there, if no one else had to see it.

“Nowhere special,” Axel said nonchalantly with a shrug of the shoulders. Like there was anywhere special in The World That Never Was anyway. Pscht.

All Axel really wanted was some privacy. He wanted to go somewhere that he could forget what he was, where he was and why he was there. There was one particular spot where he could achieve this; Axel often sat atop Memory’s Skyscraper. He’d stare and think, and he’d think so hard that his mind would go blank.

It was then that he’d forget. But. . . forgetting was not on his agenda this night.

He looked over his shoulder to the blond closely following and he let a smirk play across his lips. Lagging behind, he grabbed Roxas’ hand, created a portal and pulled the boy through it.

Roxas blinked when Axel took his hand and opened up a portal. Memory’s Skyscraper? Roxas didn’t go there too often, but it didn’t bother him to be there. So this was where Axel to take him? What was here? He glanced around, taking in the scenery; it was dark, as The World That Never Was usually was, and the neon signs (advertising nothing, because really, there was nothing here) contrasted beautifully.

Lifting a gloved hand, he ran his fingers through his hair, and looked back over at Axel. “There’s nothing to do here but look at the scenery,” Roxas said, blinking. At least, nothing that Roxas could think of. Well, they could train if they wanted, but Roxas had just returned from a mission; he didn’t need anymore fighting for a while.

“Nothing to do?!” Axel snorted. “Hah. Who needs anything to do?”

His small, slanty, emerald eyes lined with black poured into Roxas’ own eyes and searched there for a moment. The redhead’s smirk widened for a moment before he turned and took a few steps out towards the edge of the building.

Axel shrugged as he plopped himself down, dangling his long, skinny legs off the edge of the bulding.

“I just like it up here, I guess. I don’t s’pose you know of anything better we could do?” he asked and looked at the blond from the corner of his eye.

Roxas just shrugged, a light roll of his shoulders, and he moved to sit down next to Axel. He stretched his arms over his head before placing them behind him, and he leaned back slightly, letting all of his weight rest on his arms. He looked over the edge of the building, and he was hardly fazed by the fact that they were on the rooftop of a high building. Nobodies couldn’t truly feel fear anyway, so it would have been pointless to let it get to him.

He just shrugged. They could have stayed in the cafeteria (he kind of wished he hadn’t thrown those fries away), could have gone to spar (but he wasn’t in the mood for it—not that Nobodies had moods, right?). There were lots of things that they could have done. Just… not many things they could do atop a skyscraper. Hell, they could’ve thrown munny over the side of the building, and see if they could hit any Heartless. He hadn’t tried it, but he heard a rumor that if they were hit on the head, they could die. Or something.

Axel watched Roxas’ face for a few moments in silence, his dark eyes barely visible in the dark as they searched for something in the sapphire orbs darting over the scenery. He was searching for something, but he wasn’t entirely sure what it was that he was searching for.

Having just confused himself, Axel blinked and looked away, fixing his gaze on Kingdom Hearts; but he wasn’t really looking at it. He had other things on his mind. He blinked again and shook his head.

“So, now that we’re alone. . . ,” Axel began. He laid back, folding his hands behind his head as he stared up into the dark, stormy clouds above. “Let’s talk.”

He inwardly cringed, realising he probably sounded stupid. But there wasn’t much else to do on the roof of an incredibly tall skyscraper, so it’d just have to do.

“Talk?” Roxas asked, looking over his shoulder at Axel. “About what?”

Of course, when Roxas said that, he blinked. He almost felt like a mindless drone. He did what he was told, didn’t ask questions. He knew his place in the Organization, and knew that there was little room for error; he couldn’t let himself be distracted by trivial things like talking (which was kind of another way to say: Roxas wasn’t too good at talking. Sure, he had opinions, but they were usually on topics in which he had little or no room to voice them, so he usually stayed silent. After a while, being a near-mute grows on you).

He looked up at the sky, and beyond dark clouds, he could see stars—worlds—flickering, and some slowly disappearing right before his very eyes. More worlds being consumed by the darkness, and slowly, slowly, they were getting closer to reaching their goal. Roxas didn’t really care about getting his heart back. Unlike the others, he couldn’t remember anything from his past. No memories, no knowledge of what it was to feel. Nothing.

Momentarily bursting into laughter, Axel rolled over onto his side to look at the blond who appeared to be off into his own world of thoughts.

Axel was always lost in his thoughts. Which might have seemed odd to some people, since he was a man of action-before-thought. He didn’t like to think very much, but he couldn’t help it. There was so much on his mind at any given moment that he could talk for hours.

He knew Roxas wasn’t much of a talker, but it still baffled him that the blond had no idea what there could be to talk about. Even now, there had to be something on the boy’s mind.

“Well,” Axel said once he’d stopped chuckling, “I don’t know. I’m sure we could find something to talk about. . . We could start with what’s on your mind.”

Roxas was pretty sure the thoughts running through his mind could have been considered treason, or something. Someone who had little faith in the Superior’s plan? Someone who didn’t care? Not that they could truly care in the first place, but everyone seemed to be focused on achieving the same goal (except Roxas, who just did what he was told; it wasn’t like he had a choice in the matter, anyhow).

“I don’t know,” Roxas sighed. He felt weird. “It all just seems kind of pointless, this whole Kingdom Hearts thing. We need to get our hearts back, we need to do this, we need to do that. It’s stupid. They’re all worried about becoming complete? We seem to be getting by the way we are. And they want to be able to feel again? They don’t think their emotions are genuine? They seem real enough to me.”

And Roxas, he knew he was rambling. He felt stupid, and promptly shut his mouth. This is why he didn’t like to talk much, especially when there were so many thoughts running through his head.

Axel’s eyes immediately widened the moment Roxas opened his mouth. He’d never heard his friend say so much in one mouthful, nor say something of that manner. It stunned Axel and all he could do was gape his mouth for a moment.

He realized then that he was probably making Roxas uncomfortable, just staring at him. Axel sat up, his face still serious - but it wasn’t disproving.

“Lately. . . I’ve been thinking the same. Honestly, the only reason I’m still with the Organization is so that I don’t get destroyed. . .”

He paused, looking Roxas straight in the eyes before giving him a small smile.

“The way I see it? They’re all looking for their hearts because they don’t have what we have.”

Roxas looked over at Axel, a bit wary. He was the last person the blond would imagine to agree with him (the other Organization members aside), and he could feel his cheeks growing warmer, despite the cool night air. He glanced away again, and turned his attention to Kingdom Hearts, the symbol for what they stood for, what they hoped to achieve, what they wanted so badly to reclaim.

“What do you mean?” Roxas asked, monotone. He shouldn’t have opened his mouth in the first place; he shouldn’t have spoken against the Organization. He was re-building his barriers. The blond didn’t want to talk about it anymore, but he had already asked, so he had no choice but to listen. Roxas didn’t think he had anything, knew he didn’t. He was like the rest of them, almost more so. Nothing to fall back on, and he was confused, more than anything.

“What do you mean ‘what do you mean’?” Axel asked, his smile fading quickly into a semi-frown. “Don’t you think this is strange?”

He paused, still staring at Roxas, his eyes flickering as they moved back and forth when he changed his focus from eye to eye.

“Before I met you. . . I had nothing. I felt nothing. But then you came along and that all changed. I feel, Roxas. Emotions. They don’t have emotions. They remember them. That’s not what this is, Roxas. You said yourself not 30 seconds ago that you felt genuine emotion. And I know that I do.”

Now he himself felt like he was rambling on, sounding stupid as he went. There was an awkward silence between the two of them before Axel spoke again, feeling the need to say something. Anything.

“Do you love me?”

Roxas was wide-eyed. What was Axel talking about? That wasn’t… that wasn’t what Roxas meant (or so he liked to think). He wasn’t any different from the others. He didn’t know anything about emotion (there were times when he wanted to punch walls, or scream, or hug something). Was that what emotion was? He assumed that what he felt sometimes, they might have been emotion, but he was never too sure.

He thought there was more to it, and oh god, he felt overwhelmed. Roxas was sure he had contradicted everything he had said previously, and that was all the more reason to prove that he didn’t know what he was talking—rambling—about. No heart, no emotion.

He swallowed, hard, and he couldn’t look at Axel. Sure, to the other members, it might have been a memory of what it was like to feel, but how could they tell the difference between a memory and a true, genuine feeling? Roxas didn’t know what he had been talking about; he wasn’t in his right mind. He almost felt bad.

“No.”

Axel seemed unfazed by the answer Roxas had just given him. In fact, he almost looked satisfied with it. He gave a faint smile and slowly inched closer to his blond friend. Closer, closer, closer - until they were face to face and their noses almost touched.

Emerald poured into sapphire as Axel stared into Roxas’ eyes, and waited. As if Roxas could see emotion running through his eyes like small sparks of electricity. He felt full of it; ever time he was with Roxas, he swore he could feel emotions. Every single one of them.

Maybe even love. Axel didn’t know what love felt like. But even now there was some unknown emotion running through his veins. If he labeled it ‘love,’ that’s what it would be. And so he did.

With the most serious voice he’d ever spoken, Axel quietly whispered three important words. He didn’t actually know if these words really were important. But they felt important. They seemed to surge through his veins as they traveled from the pit of his belly to the tip of his tongue as he said:

“I love you”

Roxas almost visibly winced and he looked away again. It would have been such an easy comment to brush off had it not been for the way Axel spoke, serious compared to his usual sarcastic tone, or the way he looked at him. It made his stomach roll over inside of his body, and for a few seconds, he thought he was going to be sick.

Axel wasn’t supposed to say that. He was supposed to laugh at Roxas for thinking too much, and tease him about emotions and for taking things too seriously. He almost hated Axel for saying that to him.

Then again, maybe Axel was right about being able to feel emotion. But… how would he know what it was? Memory? Gut instinct? Roxas’ ability to remember anything from his past didn’t really help him, especially when it came to dealing with emotion.

No you don’t, no you don’t, no you don’t.

“I know.”

A gloved hand cupped Roxas’ cheek as he looked away. Axel brushed his thumb across the blond’s lower lip and gently turned the boy’s face back towards him. He knew that Roxas knew he could feel, but it was obvious that he didn’t know whether or not to believe it. Axel was confusing the boy and he almost felt bad for it.

But he didn’t care. He moved his hand from Roxas’ cheek, down to the crook of his neck and slid his eyes closed as he pressed his lips against the other’s. An electrical charge surged through his body, and he wondered if Roxas could feel it too.

Slipping his tongue into Roxas’ mouth, Axel almost felt on fire. There was no way Roxas coudn’t feel this. To deny it was just plain crazy.

Almost as crazy as what the two were doing now.

Roxas’ eyes widened, and he didn’t know what to do. His head was swarming with thoughts and it was making him dizzy (or maybe it was something entirely different), and he had to close his eyes. A hand shot out, blindly groping for Axel’s jacket, and he was trying to push him away and pull him closer all at once.

Part of him wanted to shove Axel away, scream profanities at him for saying that, hurt him for making him feel this way (what way?). On the other hand, he kind of liked this, the way Axel’s hand rested against his neck, and how he kissed him.

His hand tightened on Axel’s jacket, and a quiet sound escaped his lips, muffled by the redhead’s own. What was going on here?

Axel broke the kiss and let out a soft chuckle, smiling against Roxas’ lips.

“Relax,” he said and wrapped an arm around Roxas’ waist, gently pulling him closer. He took the boy’s mouth once again with his own, a bit fiercer this time, penetrating deeper with tongue.

He tasted every crevice of Roxas’ mouth, running his tongue along the roof of his mouth, his teeth, his tongue. Again and again, Axel would kiss him and find a new place in his mouth to taste, to set on fire with only his tongue.

Axel knew Roxas was probably confused and had no idea what to do. But it gave him some strange sense of power, being able to make the blond feel this way and being the one in charge.

Roxas didn’t think hearing Axel say that was altogether helpful, and he tensed as he felt Axel’s hand slide along his waist and pull him closer. He leaned into the kisses, and his hand released its hold on Axel’s jacket, instead occupying itself at the base of the redhead’s neck.

His other hand was still resting on the building they were sitting on (and he almost forgot that they were on the rooftop of Memory’s Skyscraper), keeping himself propped upright. It was kind of an awkward position to hold, but he was too stunned right now to move.

“What’re you doing?” Roxas spoke against Axel’s lips, managing to pull away long enough to catch his breath, and he was panting slightly. Well, he knew—kissing—but why, why, why? Why did Axel have to do this to him, make him think so much he got dizzy, say he loved him?

Leaning into Roxas and making him lean back, Axel laid Roxas back on the rooftop. With a leg on either side of Roxas’ hips, he leaned over and kissed him again.

“I’m showing you. . . ,” he said between kisses. “. . . What I feel.”

He moved his mouth from the blond’s lips, to his chin, and down his jaw bone, leaving trails of saliva with each kiss. With his wet tongue he sucked gently at the crook of the boy’s neck, breathing hotly over wet skin between each kiss.

Axel wondered what was going on through Roxas’ mind at that moment. What he was feeling, what he was thinking, or how much it would take him to believe the emotions running through his veins.

Whatever it took, Axel was going to give.

What was Axel trying to accomplish by doing this? Make Roxas change his mind? Acknowledge feelings that weren’t there?

His eyes went wide for a moment, and he stilled as he found himself pressed into the rooftop. Roxas’ innocence was beginning to show through his uncertainty, and he didn’t know what to do.

He wasn’t sure what kept him from pushing Axel away, telling him that he was stupid for acting this way, but it was too late to stop now (and he almost didn’t want to). He gasped, moaned quietly, and tilted his head back, exposing his throat in offering.

He swallowed, and he could hear the blood rushing through his ears. The blond brought his free hand up, running his fingers through Axel’s hair, and it moved to grasp at a shoulder.

Axel let out a sigh, hot against the wet skin of Roxas’ neck. He shifted up slightly, digging his face deep into the soft spikes of the blond’s hair, inhaling the scent of cirtus which sent Axel crazy. His breath was loud as he wrapped his tongue behind Roxas’ ear, and nibbled at the boy’s earlobe.

A gloved hand reached up for his own coat, unzipping it quickly. He grabbed Roxas gently by the wrist and placed his friend’s hand over his now bare chest.

“Just do what you feel,” Axel whispered quietly into his ear, sensing the confusion he was going through.

He grabbed for Roxas’ coat zipper and began unzipping it, very slowly, giving the boy enough time to stop him if he wished. . . But everything in Axel hoped that he wouldn’t.

Roxas felt his body give an involuntary shudder, and he was moaning again, tilting his head to the side, slightly, hoping for more teeth and Axel’s wet, hot tongue against his ear.

His hand was still against the redhead’s bare chest, and then his fingers began to twitch with anticipation. Moving his hand slightly, he brushed his fingers over a nipple, and then down, gently raking his fingernails along Axel’s side; he could feel the muscles rippling beneath his fingertips.

The blond looked at Axel, and the hand occupying the redhead’s shoulder squeezed just a little tighter, fingers flexing idly. He was… scared—though nervous might have been the better word—at least, as far as a Nobody was concerned.

There was that dislike for not being able to be in control, of his actions, of his reactions, and that bothered Roxas. But there was something else, an insatiable lust stirring inside of him, and that was probably the reason he let Axel unzip his coat.

Axel could feel the younger Nobody become even more tense as he slowly pulled on the zipper - but Roxas did not protest. He tugged the zipper a bit faster, trying to hold himself back, until it finally unhooked it at the bottom.

He sat up slightly, to take a look at the shirtless blonde beneath him - but it wasn’t long. Axel was not a very patient man; a burning desire grew within him, so fierce that not even he himself could hold back.

As he gazed down at Roxas, that desire could be visible in his emerald eyes before lust glazed them over. They slid shut as Axel leaned forward, and wrapped his hot mouth around the blond’s nipple.

His tongue ran circles, his lips sucked and his teeth pinched. Long, lanky fingers rolled Roxas’ other nipple, pinching and squeezing. Axel continued this for seconds which felt like minutes; tasting as he tried to keep himself in check - and he waited, listened, for any sounds which might escape the blond’s chest.

Roxas' face felt hot, and he was pretty sure that it wasn't due to the extremely warm weather climate The World That Never Was had to offer. (Sarcasm, of course. It was rarely ever warm there. Not unbearable, but if one were, say, shirtless, shivers would most definitely be plentiful.)

He gasped, back arching off of the ground, and he was trying to press closer to Axel, to those teeth, that hand. Who knew something like this could feel so good?

A shiver as Axel continued his actions, and Roxas was reaching with a hand, entangling fingers in wild, red locks. He was trying to pull Axel closer, and he pressed his hips into the redhead's, grinding slightly. Then, another confused pause. What was coming over the blond?

When Axel didn’t need any more encouragement, the boy began grinding against him. It was all too much, and his brain, which was already spinning into oblivion, finally completely shut down. He grunted, breathing hotly over Roxas’ saliva coated nipple, and went to work.

At a speed he didn’t even know he had, he pinned Roxas down with one hand and went to work on button of his pants. They were off and around his knees, and he immediately went to work on Roxas’ own.

They were both naked, with their pants around their knees, erections hot against the cool air. Axel’s lanky fingers wrapped loosely around both of their penises and he ground his raw cock against Roxas’ own.

Axel tilted his head back slightly. His lips parted as he began breathing harder. He let out a throaty groan as his hips rocked faster and pounding into Roxas harder.

Roxas gave a quiet yelp of surprise, and he was arching his hips into Axel's. The pleasure, it was almost overwhelming, and he moaned. Eyes slipped shut, and he could feel everything, hear everything.

Of course, Roxas had always been rather greedy. If he wanted something, he had no qualms about doing whatever it took to get it. (Granted, never before had it been anything physical, save for maybe when fighting. There were no rules in war, at least, none that Roxas knew of.)

"More...," Roxas breathed quietly, which bit off into a moan, and he was still pressing his hips to Axel's.

Just hearing Roxas asking for more made Axel shudder. He hadn’t expected this to go so well. He hadn’t planned on giving the blond more, but if that’s what he wanted, it’s what he’d get. Besides, by this point Axel wasn’t sure he’d be able to stop himself.

He reached over to his coat pocket and shuffled around, still trying to grind himself into Roxas at the same time. It was proving a bit hard to do; Axel was never the multi-tasker. But finally, he found what he was looking for - a small glass vial of clear liquid.

“Hold on,” Axel said, almost grunting as he sat up. He emptied the contents into his palm, and before Roxas had time to reply he was already smearing the cold, slick liquid all over his erection.

Axel kneeled over the blond now, his long fingers still delicately holding the tip of Roxas’ penis, guiding it closer and closer to the puckered rim of Axel’s anus. He let out a short sigh before slowly going down on the him, with his lip between his teeth and his brows furrowed sharply as he felt Roxas penetrate him.

"A-Axel...?" Roxas could feel his breath catch in his throat as he felt a cold liquid being smeared over him, and he looked up at the redhead, giving him a questioning look. If this was going to happen the way he imagined it was going to be happening—Roxas felt his cheeks flush, and he was nervous as hell. He didn't have a clue as to what he was supposed to do, but he didn't want to make a fool of himself.

But then Axel was straddling him, pressing against him, and when Roxas was inside, he could do nothing but gasp at the sudden tight heat, and oh god oh god oh god—

Another moan had him pressing his hips closer to Axel's, and his hands found their place on Axel's waist, fingers gripping tightly. Bruises would probably appear in the form of tiny finger imprints later, but at the moment, Roxas couldn't care less. There were more important matters to attend to, and he bit his lip as he pulled out slightly, and then thrust back in.

“Aah,” Axel grunted as Roxas began to move. Damn, the kid caught on fast. He felt himself tighten around the blond, and tried to relax. He hadn’t done this in quite a long time and it wasn’t proving easy. He let out another moan; despite the lube, it still stung.

“Roxas. . .” he sighed and tried to relax more. He began his own movements, moving with the other’s hips and then against them. He could feel Roxas inside him, sliding in and then out, and he began to pick up the pace.

Before he knew it he was slamming his hips into the other’s again, moving faster and faster. He could feel himself beginning to relax; the more he relaxed, the faster he went; the faster he went the easier it was. His brain was going on a complete shutdown until the only thing left on his mind was Roxas inside of him.

Oh god oh god oh god, was all Roxas could think. It wasn't even a coherent thought. His brain was like a CD that kept skipping, just repeating the same line over and over and over. But dammit, it felt so good that he didn't care about that.

And Axel, he was moving faster against Roxas, and the blond moaned, arched his hips off of the ground. Nails dug into Axel's hips, as if holding on tightly to the redhead was like holding onto the last thread of sanity that he had. It was probably true. In a place like this, Roxas could tell that many of the other members, who all had their problems, were consumed by thoughts of becoming 'complete,' were slowly going mad. But Roxas, he wouldn't end up like them.

He managed to sit up slightly, but found that he needed to put much of his weight forward so that he wouldn't just fall backward again, and he was pressing himself against Axel, teeth latching onto the redhead's collarbone, nipping and sucking feverishly as he continued to thrust into the older boy above him.

Head tilted back with his eyes closed, Axel was too lost in his own pleasures to think. He was vaguely aware of small pains in his hips, but more aware of the pain turned pleasure digging deeper and deeper inside of him.

A sharp pain on his collar bone grabbed his attention, and he grunted loudly as he brought his head forward to look at Roxas. The blond was flushed, his eyes closed and brows raised; and Axel smiled, because he knew that his best friend was feeling.

He dug his face into Roxas’ hair, ignoring the tickling that the blond locks made against his nose and lips. He was breathing harshly, erratically - and, he realised then, loudly. Moaning with every thrust Roxas made, every time Roxas dug himself deeper inside of Axel.

Axel wrapped one arm around Roxas, pulling him closer. With the other, he slipped his hand between them and wrapped his fingers around his own hard, aching erection and began servicing himself.

Now moaning with every breath he made, he pumped himself with every thrust the blond made. His eyes rolled into the back of his head from all of the pleasure he was feeling, and he felt himself building up inside.

With the realization of what was happening (and that he was not dreaming), what was truly happening, Roxas was almost scared. Yeah, it was sex, it felt good, and he didn’t want to stop—didn’t think he could, even if he wanted to. But… this was his best friend. Who had just admitted to him that he felt things that he shouldn’t have, wasn’t supposed to (and Roxas still thought that this might have all been some cruel joke).

There were things called “mixed signals” weren’t there? (Right, because having a friend who say they love you, when you tell them you don’t feel the same way, isn’t confusing enough already—let’s add sex. Good sex.)

Roxas could hear Axel moaning and gasping, and then there was another set of noises, which, he realized, were coming from him, nearly matching the redhead’s in volume and number. All the while, his breathing was coming out in short pants, breath hot against Axel’s collarbone—and why did he have to fit against the older boy so perfectly when Axel pulled him close? (Destiny? Roxas didn’t believe in the logic of fairy tales.)

A hand relinquished its grip on Axel’s hip, and moved, raking nails slowly, gently, up the redhead’s spinal column, and moving to grasp at a shoulder as he continued to rock up into Axel. Another moan, and the blond could feel himself shiver against the other.

“Roxas,” Axel moaned loudly as he felt fingers traveling up his spine. He arched his back more and more the farther up they went, pressing himself hard into the blond against the ground.

He could feel Roxas shiver against him and he rocked his hips even harder, faster if possible, and the hand between them went faster as well. Axel knew he was getting closer, and he was beginning to see stars.

Axel bent his head over, breathing hard against Roxas and dug his teeth into his neck. His mind was so lost he, unintentionally, bit harder. He tasted the blood as is trickled down Roxas’ neck, but he thought nothing of it.

With a loud grunt, he came all over both of their stomachs. Axel released Roxas’ neck as he tried to catch his breath, and leaned harder into the other as he felt himself beginning to get heavy.

Roxas hissed, feeling a brief, sharp pain against his neck, and he tipped his head back slightly. The pain hardly bothered him; he had received plenty of injuries during his battles, so this was nothing (and feeling his skin break beneath Axel’s teeth gave him a bit of a rush).

He bit his lip, and he was still rocking into the body above his, and when he changed his angle, he was able to hit that one spot that would make Axel see stars (something he’d never felt) After a few moments, he could feel something splatter against his abdomen, but he paid little to no attention to it. Roxas had more important things to focus on right now, such as the growing pressure inside of him.

Considering what he did for a living (unliving?), he needed to have high endurance. But right now, he wasn’t killing heartless, so the thought was easily disregarded. He just knew that he needed release, and he needed it soon.

His eyes were still closed, and he continued to thrust up into Axel, almost frantic, because oh god oh god oh god, he was so close. Soon, though, he was arching up into Axel and tossing his head back as he finally came.

Axel felt himself falling asleep on top of Roxas as his breathing finally regulated. He resisted the feeling, however, and lifted his head up. Watching Roxas for a moment, he crossed his arms across the blond’s chest and laid his chin on his wrists.

“So. . . ,” he said quietly and smiled softly, tiredly. ”I don’t s’pose I’ve changed your mind, have I?”

Though it may not sound like it, it was a rhetorical question. Axel didn’t care if he did, it would just mean that the boy had lied to him in the first place. Or, maybe Axel didn’t care if he’d changed Roxas’ because he doubted he had. But that was no matter, either; it would just mean he’d have to work harder to make the boy believe.

And that was what he had hoped for.

“No… I don’t know…,” Roxas answered, unsure. That was a lie. He didn’t feel any different (save for a bit tired, and there was something telling him, in the back of his mind, that he wouldn’t mind doing something like that again). Roxas could once more feel that oh-so familiar emptiness in his chest, and he frowned.

He was tired too, now, and he wanted nothing more than to crawl into bed and sleep for a while. Shifting slightly, he propped himself up with his elbows, albeit his arms shook slightly before he just applying all of his weight on them, and they stilled (his body was screaming for sleep, but just a bit longer, please).

“And you… You haven’t changed your mind?” Roxas asked, looking up at Kingdom Hearts instead of making eye contact with Axel (who was, undoubtedly, watching him like a hawk, as he always did). He still thought the whole thing was ridiculous.

“Fuck no,” Axel said and snorted a laugh. He, too, looked up to Kingdom Hearts. “I don’t need that ridiculous thing. I know what I feel, and I know that I don’t need Kingdom Hearts in order to feel it.”

He knew that Roxas always thought about it; how ridiculous Xemnas’ plans were. Deep down, he knew that Roxas knew the whole plan would fail. Even if it were to succeed, it wouldn’t change them. And everything Xemnas said about not being able to feel - it was all just his way of manipulating them all.

The only reason Axel was still a part of the Organization was. . . Roxas. And the convenience of not constantly having an Org member tailing his ass with plans of turning him into a dusk.

“The only thing I need in order to feel. . . Is you.”

[x-posted]
20loves☆owninglamers

20loves Master Theme List [Kingdom Hearts, Axel+Roxas]

2007-03-11T07:53:14Z

[Community] 20loves
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Axel+Roxas
[Themes] 1/20 prompts, 0/2 tables
[Notes] All prompts are one-shots from various different settings, from canon to complete AUs.

This is a collaboration, written in RolePlay Form.
Axel is played by akaeoko (me) and Roxas is played by pedosaurus.

Table 1
1	2	3	4
Do you love me? No. I love you. I know.	Do you forgive me for falling for you?	I would rather walk the earth next to you as a ghost, than go to heaven and never see you again.	You look at me and my heart melts, even though you don't even try.
5	6	7	8
The day you left I thought I would die. Strange thing was that was when I truly began to live.	If you ever cared about me, even for a moment, leave now. Don't look back, just leave.	Even though you never told me you loved me, I know you do. I can feel it.	You're worth it.
9	10	11	12
If I had known that simply loving you was enough, I would have done that long ago.	I would give anything to simply hold you again.	You knew I didn't care, but you stayed. You stayed and I hate you for it, because before I knew it I fell for you.	It's moments like this that make all the pain and sorrow worth it.
13	14	15	16
I would rather watch you from the shadows if only to ensure your happiness.	That was a wicked thing to say because I know you never felt that way.	All the talk about growing old and dieing old isn't my thing. I want to die young with you. That way I'll always carry this version of you with me.	So why don't we go somewhere only we know.
17	18	19	20
Don't ever doubt my love for you again.	Know what will make me happy? If you walk out that door and find someone who will make treat you right. I can die happy if I know you're happy.	Can I keep you?	Author's Choice

Table 2
1	2	3	4
I don't know if I should hit you or kiss you.	I don't know what love is, or how it feels. I'm not even sure it exists. But if this is love, then I'm happy.	One of these days you'll be mine. That will be a sad day.	I don't use words like love and hate. Don't believe in them. So I hope you never expect me to say those words to you.
5	6	7	8
I look at you and my heart breaks.	Don't talk to me about death. I'll be the one to die before you because without you I'm as good as dead.	You caused me so much heartache. I couldn't eat or sleep because of you. At those moments I hated you. And yet I don't regret a single moment I spent with you.	It's simple. Just love me and I'll be happy.
9	10	11	12
I don't think I'll ever feel this strongly for anyone ever again, no matter how hard I try.	I loved you with every ounce of my being. But I knew you never would love me that way. And you know the sad thing about it all? I didn't care.	If I’m dreaming, never let me wake. If I’m awake, never let me dream.	I thought being with you would hurt more than being alone. I was wrong, and now we can never go back ot the way things were before.
13	14	15	16
We were friends, then I gave you my heart and there the story ends.	Don't tell me you love me, it's not who you are. I want to die without hearing those words. That would be a wonderful way to die.	The other day I woke up and I swear I smelled you in the air. But when I rolled over you weren't there. I got mad at myself for getting happy.	You know when you left I stopped dreaming. Why? You were my dream.
17	18	19	20
I will break your heart by breaking my own.	I can't see you, but I know you're there. I can feel you.	I hate you. I hate the way you look at me, and the way you talk to me. I hate the way you make me feel. I hate the way I'll watch the door waiting for you. I hate the fact that I don't think I can live without you.	Author’s Choice

Solutions Without Answers [Kingdom Hearts, Axel+Roxas, 30_forbidden #23 Numb]

2007-01-09T07:49:02Z

[Title] Solutions Without Answers
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Axel+Roxas
[Theme] 30_forbidden #23, Numb. Theme List
[Genre] Angst, lawl.
[Rating] PG.
[Summary] The pain is so numbing it can't be felt.
[Word Count] 221
[Spoilers] Only if you don't know that Roxas leaves. OOPS.
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆teagueful ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] tehdrama ♥
[A/N] Ugh. I don't really have words for this one. I'm so depressed lately, but I'm also on mood stabilizers. It almost feels like I can't feel, and it hurts. This one's kind of from the heart. Too bad Axel doesn't have one. Comments are loved.

A tall redhead walked solo through the dark alleys of a dark world that always rained. The man’s hood was down and the heavy downpour plastered his hair thick against his face. He paused, turning his head up to the cloudy sky, illuminated by the neon lights of the city reflecting against the water. And he closed his eyes, just feeling the rain falling down his face.

The rain was his tears; the tears he wanted to be pouring out, but couldn’t. He couldn’t feel. He had no heart and didn’t know the emotional pain of crying, and he wondered if he ever would. An hour ago, the man had hope. He had no answers, but he had jumped to a solution. And it walked away from him without a second thought.

There was something that made him feel. Someone - someone who, like him, was void of a heart. But together, they could feel. It was a solution. But there were no answers. That someone wanted answers. A solution without an answer wasn’t good enough.

Roxas left to go find those answers. Everything Axel felt went with him. Now he stands a Nobody once again; emotionless. He has nothing left, he thinks, and he wants to feel the depression. But it’s not there. There’s nothing left.

Nothing but numbness and emptiness.

[x-posted]
30_forbidden☆Posted@axel_roxas☆owninglamers

1sentence Beta Theme Set [Kingdom Hearts, Hayner+Roxas]

2007-01-03T11:06:28Z

[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Hayner+Roxas
[Theme] 1sentence Beta Theme Set Master List
[Genre] Everything + your mother.
[Ratings] G-NC-17. Ohnoes, adult themes!
[Spoilers] Alll over the place. If you've gotten past the 3 hour tutorial in KH2, I think you're set.
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆teagueful ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] pedosaurus FOR THE WIN
[A/N] First of all. Ugh. I'm so sorry I took so long on this set. @_@ I have some Axel/Roxas ones on the way as well. I've been so busy lately, and I've been in and out of the hospital. I was in a mental hospital and they refused to let me have a writing utensil [because ONOEZ I CAN KILL SOMEONE WITH IT, ROAR] so I didn't get anything written during my stay. A lot of these sentences are half-assed and sappy. :< BUT I HOPE U LIEK THEM ANYWAY. lmfao. COMMENT IF YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOOD FOR YOU. I might come after you with a pencil or something.

[01] Walking ☆ Hayner and Roxas would make pointless circles around town, walking aimlessly without destination - just being together was enough reason.

[02] Waltz ☆ Roxas didn’t know how Hayner had managed to drag him to this dance thing; he watched from his spot on the sideline as Hayner and Olette spun by, and he ignored a faint feeling of jealousy - it’s not like he’d want to be dancing anyway.

[03] Wishes ☆ “If you could wish for anything. . . anything at all, what would it be?” Hayner asked as the two lay, staring up at the stars; Roxas did not reply - he had all he wanted.

[04] Wonder ☆ Roxas wondered if the sky made Hayner feel the same way he did - so small, only a star in such a huge sky and only a piece of something much larger; he felt incomplete and it made him wonder what part of him he was missing.

[05] Worry ☆ Each day, Roxas became more quiet and it was increasingly hard to bring him out of his thoughts; it worried Hayner when he’d actually have to place his hands on his friends shoulders to get his attention.

[06] Whimsy ☆ “WaitI’vegotanidea,” Hayner suddenly spat out at 100 mph, grabbing Roxas and pulling him in another direction without warning - he was so used to this by now it didn’t startle him at all.

[07] Waste/Wasteland ☆ Roxas’ room was filled with random items Hayner would call ‘junk’ - if he wouldn’t receive a glare and quite possibly a punch in the face.

[08] Whiskey and Rum ☆ Two intoxicated teens stumbled into an empty bathroom, locking the door behind them; Hayner screamed loudly, scratching uncontrollably at the back of Roxas’ neck and shoulders as he pounded his boyfriend into the cold, marble wall.

[09] War ☆ Lover or not, Roxas’ first opponent in this year’s Struggle Tournament was Hayner - and that meant war.

[10] Weddings ☆ Bells rung, announcing to the town that another couple had been wed; Roxas would never want a marriage, he thought as he hung over his windowsil, and definitely not one with Hayner.

[11] Birthday ☆ Roxas would receive many different gifts that year on his birthday, but the best gift of all was just spending the night alone with Hayner.

[12] Blessing ☆ Sometimes, Hayner wondered what Pence and Olette would think about this relationship - he doubted he’d have their blessings.

[13] Bias ☆ Neither of them told anyone about their relationship; fear of bias hushed them up, but nither cared too much - somehow, it made their relationship seem more intimate.

[14] Burning ☆ It annoyed Roxas how he’d grow hot whenever he felt Hayner’s gaze on him - how he felt this way and why, he did not know.

[15] Breathing ☆ Roxas moaned quietly and breathed heavily as Hayner sucked hard and chewed lightly into the crook of his neck - Roxas hated when he found the spot that made him lose control

[16] Breaking ☆ Roxas could not hear the shattering of the glass screens as he smashed them with his familiar, yet unfamiliar weapon - only Hayner’s voice rang in his ears as the tears rolled down his face.

[17] Belief ☆ Roxas believed that it was all real - Twilight Town, Hayner and everything else in his life; little did he know back then that ‘belief’ cannot be spelled without ‘lie’ and everything he knew was only a simulation.

[18] Balloon ☆ Smiling brightly, Hayner tied a bright, red balloon to Roxas’ wrist - he looked less than thrilled.

[19] Balcony ☆ Hayner leaned into Roxas lightly as they leaned over the balcony railing, staring into the usual sunset and letting the orange glow warm the skin on their faces.

[20] Bane ☆ It was over; it was done; it was gone - everything Roxas knew had been destroyed by his own hand - keyblade - and yet, this wasn’t the first time he’d be leaving his life behind in search of a new one.

[21] Quiet ☆ Lately, Roxas would spend most of his time sitting and thinking and it was very unusual compared to his usual chatty, friendly self - Hayner grew more concerned as Roxas grew more quiet.

[22] Quirks ☆ There were so many quirks in Roxas’ life at the moment, which he thought were all for the worse; that is, until a certain event involving Hayner happened - and a few things started turning for the better.

[23] Question ☆ Seeing the way Hayner blushed when he told him he had an important question made Roxas blush as well and only increased any awkwardness the next few words would bring.

[24] Quarrel ☆ The two boys sat side by side, silent - Hayner sat looking off into the distance, pissed that Roxas had beaten him in the Struggle Tournament; Roxas, however, was unaware of this as he was lost in his own thoughts about a certain event no one else had witnessed.

[25] Quitting ☆ They were addicted to eachother, like drugs; more and more, they began spending all of their time together and they became inseperable - neither of them could quit the other and neither of them wanted to.

[26] Jump ☆ Hayner found Roxas sitting on a box, alone, deep in thought - it was something becoming more common and Hayner disliked it; he approached the blond from behind and set a hand on his shoulder, causing him to jump and spin around quickly, but a smile soon spread across his face that sent a fuzzy feeling up Hayner’s spine.

[27] Jester ☆ The both of them felt foolish about their relationship and feared ridicule; they kept it behind doors, secret from everyone else - not even Pence and Olette were to know.

[28] Jousting ☆ Sometimes Roxas felt like their relationship was a lot like jousting; they’d be going along just fine, and then all of the sudden Hayner would get touchy and Roxas never knew when he’d get knocked off of his high horse.

[29] Jewel ☆ Roxas smiles as he breaks apart his trophy; he reserves the red marble for Hayner, because it reminds Roxas of his red-hazel eyes.

[30] Just ☆ The television is on and the two of them are sitting on the couch in front of it - though, neither of them are paying attention to it; Hayner and Roxas are perfectly content with it being just them and nothing else.

[31] Smirk ☆ It was lunch hour and Hayner sat with Roxas, sharing their lunch with eachother; Seifer walked by with an all-knowing smirk played across his face that sent chills running down the two of their spines.

[32] Sorrow ☆ Roxas stared at the computer containing his life, his home, his friends - he couldn’t help but think he should feel sorrow, but in reality he felt nothing as the fake personality that had been programmed for him slowly faded away and his emotions returned to non-existence.

[33] Stupidity ☆ For the first time, their lips press together; Roxas feels his cheeks heat up as Hayner’s lips start moving, and Roxas hardly knows what he’s doing - Hayner is not any more experienced than he, and the two of them feel stupid as they get the hang of exchanging saliva.

[34] Serenade ☆ Two best friends lay side by side - Hayner is humming to a tune he has playing in his ears; Roxas is unfamiliar with it, but he didn’t care; he closes his eyes, just listens, and lets Hayner serenade him to sleep.

[35] Sarcasm ☆ “Roxas,” Hayner starts with a serious tone in his voice, “I think I love you” - Roxas’ heart stops, and he can’t help but think that his friend is being sarcastic.

[36] Sordid ☆ They both knew that their relationship was probably not socially acceptable; but when heated breaths broke the crisp night air and quick hands ran across each others body, neither of them gave a damn what anybody else had to say about it.

[37] Soliloquy ☆ Roxas woke and sat up, rubbing his eyes as he pushed the window next to his bed open and draped himself over the edge; he stared at the sunrise, which was hardly different than Twilight Town’s sunset, thinking about the dream he had just experienced - it was a dream he’d dreamt over and over again, about him and Hayner - and he said to himself as if nobody else could hear, “I think I love him. . .”

[38] Sojourn ☆ Little did Roxas know that his stay in Twilight Town was temporary; he would soon learn that his life in this comfortable little town was all fake with his memories altered, his own personality altered - his best friend, and lover, nothing but a piece of data.

[39] Share ☆ Leaving Hayner to head for the kitchen, Roxas was planning on grabbing them a couple of ice cream bars - but when he opened the fridge, he realised there was only one left; that was okay, he didn’t mind sharing one.

[40] Solitary ☆ Roxas now resided in someone else; the Hayner he was looking at through eyes not his own could not see him, nor did he know him - Roxas was now alone, on a different plane of existence, but somehow it felt right.

[41] Nowhere ☆ Hayner and Roxas had snuck out late at night, and now they walked side by side; hand in hand - heading in to no particular place and going wherever their legs took them.

[42] Neutral ☆ A soft hand pushed Roxas to the side as Hayner put himself in between him and Seifer; the two were now arguing about something stupid, and Roxas suddenly didn’t care anymore.

[43] Nuance ☆ “What’s up?” Hayner asks as he sees Roxas quietly sitting alone; he doesn’t answer, and Hayner’s smile fades only slightly - Roxas knows the darker blond cares and feels helpless not knowing what’s in his head.

[44] Near ☆ At first, Hayner didn’t know what to think about it; but, more and more, he realised that whenever Roxas was near, it sent chills down his spine and he wanted nothing more than to soak up the other blond’s scent and warmth.

[45] Natural ☆ Nature was not something either of the boys particularly treasured - yet, as the two took a walk through the fall leaves, Roxas couldn’t help but enjoy the beauty and he was perfectly content with Hayner’s company.

[46] Horizon ☆ The two of them sat alone at the top of the clocktower, staring at the sunset on the horizon; Hayner leaned into Roxas tiredly and he slowly snaked an arm around the other, and they silently shared the moment together.

[47] Valiant ☆ Hayner had watched the blond all day, thinking about him endlessly; he couldn’t take it anymore, not knowing what his best friend was thinking when he was thinking about him - and so he gathered his courage, locked his hazel-red eyes with Roxas’ blue and told him what he felt.

[48] Virtuous ☆ They both knew that this relationship was less than acceptable to society - but as they lay there, one on top of the other with their mouths tasting and hands feeling, they couldn’t care less.

[49] Victory ☆ Hayner was momentarily ecstatic about Roxas’ victory during the Struggle Tournament; the broad smile on his face was quickly reversed when he realised that his lover was clearly troubled by something else.

[50] Defeat ☆ Defeated, Hayner lay on the ground, staring up at Roxas’ face which was stern with determination; Hayner couldn’t help but burst out laughing - partly because of the frustration of losing the game, but mostly because Roxas’ face looked ridiculous under the Struggle helmet that looked a lot like a head diaper.

[x-posted]
1sentence☆owninglamers☆underourblanket

20_1sttimes Master Theme List [Kingdom Hearts, Axel+Sora]

2006-12-15T22:54:21Z

[Community] 20_1sttimes
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Axel+Sora
[Themes] Themes 0/20, Tables 0/2

☆ Table One ☆
01	Squabble	02	Education	03	Travel	04	Transportation
05	"Falling for The First Time" by the Barenaked Ladies	06	Dance	07	Camping	08	Performance
09	Lecture	10	Games	11	Adversary	12	Kids
13	Goodbye	14	First Meeting	15	Spirituality/Faith	16	Criminal Intent
17	Chores	18	Dilemma	19	Holiday	20	Writer's Choice

☆ Table Two ☆
01	Breakdown	02	Storm	03	Water	04	Lessons
05	Journey	06	Dinner	07	Shopping	08	Night
09	Morning	10	Decision	11	Friends	12	Capture
13	Roommates	14	Communication	15	Misunderstanding	16	Agendas
17	Starting from Scratch	18	Infamy	19	Substitution	20	Writer's Choice

Intangible Memory [Kingdom Hearts, Axel+Roxas, 30_dreams #07, purple; colour]

2006-11-22T23:39:58Z

[Title] Intangible Memory
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Axel+Roxas
[Theme] 30_dreams #07, purple; ~~colour~~. Theme List
[Genre] General, I guess. I think this is kind of angsty. :X
[Rating] PG
[Summary] Roxas dreams of Axel's face.
[Word Count] 357
[Spoilers] None
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆teagueful ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] jorgan
[A/N] . . . HOLY SHIT ON A COW. Haw haw, I ran this through my beta and. There are no mistakes. LOL I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF I should have a medal. Anyway, so yeah. Written first person, Roxas' POV. I think I'm going to do my whole 30_dreams this way. o: Challenging, but interesting. Yus. COMMENT IF YOU LIKE, because I live for comments. :D

It’s that face again - the one I can’t remember; the one I think I should know; the one so familiar and yet it’s like I’ve never seen it before.

This time, he is sleeping. His flaming red hair is long and scattered across the pillow in every direction, like a ball of fire; his face is like a sun in the dark, unlit room and it steals all of my attention. The red head is breathing through slightly parted, soft lips and the sight makes me smile.

Short, red eyebrows rest softly above closed eyes, of which I cannot remember the color. The most intriguing attribute of the man’s face, though, is two tear-shaped markings - one underneath each eye.

They are hard to see in the dark, and I strain my eyes to see them. They’re dark purple in color, almost black.

I can’t get myself to tear my attention away from them and just go to sleep, as the hour suggests I should be doing. Leaning in farther, I’m so close I can feel the man’s breath against my face.

Raising a hand, I can’t help myself - I want to touch them. I wonder if they’re raised, small lumps on the man’s face. But I hesitate. I don’t want to wake him. But I can’t tear myself away. . .

So I touch them. His skin is soft under my finger tips, smooth and warm. He doesn’t stir as I rub my fingers back and forth across the small purple tattoos. There’s no feeling to them and they aren’t any different from the rest of the man’s face.

Intangible.

Intangible. Just like the rest of this dream - this memory?

I wake in confusion. I try to think; try to remember; try so hard not to forget.

Rubbing my thumb along my finger tips, I remember what that face felt like. I think about it, running the dream through my head over and over until I think I’ve got it memorized and there’s no way I could forget.

I close my eyes and fall back to sleep. When I wake up, I’ll have forgotten all over again.

[x-posted]
30_dreams☆posted@axel_roxas☆owninglamers

30_dreams Master Theme List [Kingdom Hearts, Axel+Roxas]

2006-11-22T22:17:51Z

[Community] 30_dreams
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Axel+Roxas
[Themes] 01/30

(01) kiss
(02) hug
(03) touch/caress
(04) vanilla; flavour
(05) rose; flower
(06) awake; asleep
(07) purple; ~~colour~~
(08) disjointed
(09) haunting
(10) alluring
(11) sweet melody
(12) passion
(13) drowning; falling
(14) sleepwalking; sleep talking
(15) night; stars; moon
(16) white dragon
(17) strawberries; fruit
(18) treasure hunt
(19) talking to "God" (God being open to interpretation)
(20) endless corridor
(21) peace; chaos
(22) flying without wings
(23) anything is possible
(24) running with unicorns
(25) phoenix; rebirth
(26) when it's cold outside
(27) every moment I'm awake
(28) spirits within
(29) breathe
(30) dream; nightmare

5sentence_fics Table One, Set Five [Kingdom Hearts, Seifer+Roxas]

2006-11-06T21:01:11Z

[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Seifer+Roxas
[Theme] 5sentence_fics Table One, Set Five Master List
[Genre] General
[Ratings] G - Light R [Situations without intense description.]
[Spoilers] None. o:
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆akaeoko ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] mirroredsakura
[A/N] Uhm. My muses went haywire last night; Hayner was seme for once in his life, Axel wanted to be fatherly [holy shit I killed that good], and obviously in these fics Roxas is shy. Wtf @ that. Other than that, I think they're okay. ._. I wrote at 4:30 AM if that says anything. AND HOLY SHIT, HAS IT BEEN LONG ENOUGH SINCE I WROTE A FIC?? Comment please because they are delicious~ :9

#21 ☆ Proud as a Peacock

Roxas hated the way Seifer walked around, with his chest pumped out like he was king of the world. Roxas hated it so much that he couldn’t help but watch as the arrogant ass walked across the courtyard, wearing his pride like a badge. Roxas hated it so much, that he was attracted to it.

“Er, Roxas?” his best friend called, and he tore his gaze away and blushed at Hayner. He knew it was probably obvious that he liked Seifer, and he was ashamed of it.

#22 ☆ Sandpaper Eyes

Roxas could feel his gaze on him. He wasn’t looking, but he knew when the tall blond was looking at him. He felt it like sandpaper down his spine as those olive eyes looked him up and down.

Roxas wondered what he thought as he did so. He wondered what is that's so interesting about him to Seifer.

#23 ☆ Cup of Coffee

Roxas and Seifer are sitting at a cafe in the early morning, before school. It’s still dark out, and a bit cold, but the contents of the mugs they hold warm them up quickly and neither of them mind.

Seifer stares across the small table between them at Roxas, who is staring at his reflection in the dark drink he had cradled in his hands. For a minute, he thinks it’s cute - but then he realises just what he’s thinking and dismisses it.

There’s an obvious attraction between the both of them, they both know it; yet, Roxas is too shy and Seifer is too arrogant to acknowledge it for what it is.

#24 ☆ Drop in the Ocean

“Who cares about reputation anymore? You’re only one drop in an entire ocean of people,” Roxas decides to say one day; he’s tired of Seifer putting reputation above all else. He recieves a smack in the face.

But he expected that, and he smacks right back. Seifer just pauses, with a ‘what did you just do to me?’ look on his face. Soon, he’s laughing a laugh that is manic and angry; nobody hits Seifer.

#25 ☆ You’ve Got a Friend

The most important thing to Seifer is his reputation - his pride. He doesn’t really care about Roxas.

Here they are, in Seifer’s room, locked up away for the outside world never to know. Seifer fucks him hard, and Roxas knows that’s all he is to Seifer - a fuck; and nothing more.

What a great relationship this is.

[x-posted]
0kingdom_hearts☆5sentence_fics☆owninglamers

Merging Pieces [Kingdom Hearts, Axel+Roxas, 30_forbidden #30 Close]

2006-10-15T06:24:21Z

[Title] Merging Pieces
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Axel+Roxas
[Theme] 30_forbidden #30, Close. Theme List
[Genre] General, a little bit fluffy and a little bit sad. [again pfft.]
[Rating] PG
[Summary] Axel's thoughts wander as Roxas naps on top of him.
[Word Count] 243
[Spoilers] None, I think.
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆teagueful ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] jorgan
[A/N] Liek wau, I have been doing so much RP lately I haven't written anything. I am currently working on #02, Sweets. . . It's smut and I am always really slow with that kinda stuff. LMAO. This took me less than half an hour, and I am quite fond of it. I hope you like it too. And if you do, I hope you COMMENT! :D

Axel lounged across a couch, leaning back against a pillow with his feet propped on the opposite arm of the couch. He let his head droop back as he stare at the dark gray ceiling of his room. Silence filled the dimly lit room, broken occasionally by a stir or a soft breath.

His arm was wrapped around the waist of a blond napping peacefully on top of him. Roxas had a fist balled in the thick leather of Axel’s coat, probably unaware. It was as if he was afraid of letting go, forever pulling Axel closer and closer until the space between them was none.

Axel was confused by the way he felt so drawn towards the blond. A part of him wanted to love Roxas, to give Roxas what it is that he needed - yet that was something Axel himself didn't have.

He didn't have a heart, which he longed to give Roxas; nor did he have the emotion to go with it. He could not feel love, despite how many times he wanted to tell himself that it's not true, that he in fact, did love Roxas.

So the two of them relied on physicality; the one thing that their relationship did have. When one cannot experience emotion, cannot feel love, but can only feel the touch of skin upon skin; it becomes a battle of who can pull who closer, until two broken pieces merge to make a whole.

[x-posted]
0kingdom_hearts☆30_forbidden☆posted@axel_roxas☆owninglamers

Thinking by Moonlight [Kingdom Hearts, Axel+Roxas, 30_forbidden #01 Bitter]

2006-09-21T07:43:14Z

[Title] Thinking by Moonlight
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Axel+Roxas
[Theme] 30_forbidden #01, Bitter. Theme List
[Genre] Fluffy omg. :x
[Rating] PG-13 for hints of sex, Roxas' buttcrack and men kissing. :D
[Summary] Roxas is up thinking and Axel wakes up alone.
[Word Count] 680
[Spoilers] None! :D
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆teagueful ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] shiny_lights
[A/N] I really liked this bunny. I like how this turned out. Oh wow, this is the longest thing I wrote in so long. XD Guh. I really like something I wrote. That's a change. A good one, I think. Uh. Wow, can I come up with more gay titles?? I don't think so. XD I hope someone likes this as much as I do, or even better! Comments are loved like cake!

The silence of the dark bedroom was broken as a lanky body stirred within the thick flannel sheets. Groaning, Axel pulled the sheets tighter around his body. Nights were always so cold on this side of the castle, something Axel hated. He rolled over and slinked an arm around the other side of the bed, searching for a familiar, warm body - but found nothing.

It’s not time yet, he frowned at the thought. Roxas usually left early in the morning, gone before he’d wake up, but Axel’s mental clock told him it was not time for that yet. Axel would trust his mental clock, even if he was half asleep.

He rubbed his eyes, blinking the tire out of them as he stared at the clock with glowing blue letters. With each blink, the large numbers became clearer and clearer, and Axel blinked until he could read “1:28 AM.”

Axel slowly stood, yawning and stretching, slightly achy from the activities he’d participated in only a few hours before. He wrapped his arms around himself and blindly searched the floor with his foot for his lounge pants. Unable to find them, he soon gave up and just grabbed a blanket from the bed.

Heading out of the room, he blindly made his way through the dark hallway and turned into the living room. Moonlight shone through the windows, casting an eerie glow throughout the room. A gentle, yet absolutely bitter and bone-chilling breeze floated in through an open glass door leading out to the small balcony. Hugging the blanket tight to keep out the cold, Axel made his way towards it and leaned onto the door frame.

Roxas was there, leaning over the railing of the balcony with an elbow propped on it and his chin in his palm. The boy wore nothing but Axel’s lounge pants - Oh, that’s where they were - which hung loosely around his small hips. His bare back glowed in the moonlight, reflecting off his pale skin. A small shadow brought attention to a small crevice peeping above the waist of the black fleece pants.

Axel smiled to himself, unable to keep from doing so. He stood there in the doorway for a few minutes, just watching Roxas and enjoying the view of his lover in the moodnlight.

“Hey,” he called after a moment of silence. The blonde boy jumped slightly and turned to look back at Axel. His face was pulled in a frown and the look in his eye was one of tire, which faded the smile on the red head’s face.

Roxas did not reply, but turned back to staring at whatever it was he was looking at.

“Aren’t you cold?” Axel asked and walked up behind the shorter boy, wrapping himself and the blanket around them both.

“No,” Roxas replied bluntly, but it was obvious it was a lie. The skin on his back was cold against Axel’s bare chest and he could have sworn Roxas was shivering ever so slightly.

“You’re a bad liar,” the red head said and rested his chin on Roxas’ shoulder. “What’re you doing out here anyway?”

He received no response. He sighed as he leaned more of his weight into Roxas, heavily breathing in the scent of his neck and he said, “Come back t’ bed.”

“Eh,” the other peeped his reply. He let out a soft breath when Axel’s lips, teeth, and tongue found that sensitive spot on his neck. Closing his eyes, he turned his head to offer the other better access.

Axel pulled back and looked back into Roxas’ face. The boy wore a small pout, but the corners of his lips curved into a slight smile and he turned around to face the taller man.

They exchanged a long, passionate kiss full of tongue and saliva, sucking and tasting for long minutes. Axel broke away, yawning loudly and tiredly and he gave Roxas an apologetic smile. The two made their way back to the bedroom, hand in hand and Axel would quickly fall asleep wrapped in Roxas’ arms.

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0kingdom_hearts☆30_forbidden☆posted@axel_roxas☆owninglamers

In This State of Being [Kingdom Hearts, Axel+Roxas, 30_forbidden #24 Lonely]

2006-09-19T00:12:08Z

[Title] In This State of Being
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Axel+Roxas
[Theme] 30_forbidden #24, Lonely. Theme List
[Genre] Angst, I guess.
[Rating] PG.
[Summary] Roxas left and Axel didn't know what he felt anymore.
[Word Count] 366
[Spoilers] If you didn't know Roxas left the Org - Whoopsies.
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆teagueful ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] jorgan
[A/N] OHMAIGAWD. I had writer's block. I killed it. I am proud. 8D COMMENT AND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE WRITING MORE. ♥

Axel lay sprawled out on his bed, staring blankly at the white ceiling. He could not explain this feeling running through his veins; what it was, why it was, or how it was. It was all a mystery to him and he wish he knew.

He laughed at himself. Here he was, back in his old mindset - he’d always wanted answers to the questions he had. That is, until a certain blond boy had befriended him. Then, everything changed. Then Axel didn’t care if he had no heart - if he had no feelings. Once the blonde had entered his life, something changed. He started feeling more, started thinking more and started to enjoy more.

Living a non-existent life was fine by him if it meant Roxas was with him. In a way, he felt like Roxas completed him. Every time Roxas was around, he felt more alive and, even if it was true he was emotionless, he felt things he shouldn’t. But it was all fine and dandy with him, whatever these feelings were - they just were and Axel didn’t care.

But Roxas did not feel the same. Roxas did not feel anything; Roxas was still void of emotion. He had questions and he wanted answers. Roxas wanted a meaning to his non-existent life, and he often questioned about his ‘other.’

Axel would never tell Roxas the truth. He knew the blonde would only leave, in pursuit of more answers to even more questions. If Roxas left, Axel would be void of his friend; his meaning; his existence.

And the boy left anyway. The warmth in Axel slowly faded and his emotions gone, save for one. He furrowed his brow, thinking, trying to figure out what this was. Eventually he would pass it off as nothing, because he was a Nobody - a non-existent creature void of emotions.

What was the use of “labeling” this state of being anyway? Or, in his case, state of non-being. Loneliness was something he was told he could not experience and so that was not what he would be labeling anything - even if, against all he was told, it were right.

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0kingdom_hearts☆30_forbidden☆posted@axel_roxas☆owninglamers

5sentence_fics Table One, Set One [Kingdom Hearts, Seifer+Roxas]

2006-09-04T02:31:59Z

[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Seifer+Roxas
[Theme] 5sentence_fics Table One, Set One Master List
[Genre] General~ Smut and a tiiinyyy bit of angst.
[Ratings] G - NC-17
[Spoilers] None. :)
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆teagueful ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] jorgan
[A/N] Oh my gosh. I swear, Twilight Town pairings have TAKEN OVER ME! :O I ♥ them so much. lol. Uh, I'm experiencing a sort of writer's block and I'm not doing so well health-wise so my writings are going to be coming very slowly I think. ♥S AND COOKIES IF YOU COMMENT :D

#01 ☆ Melts in the Mouth

Fingers worked holes in the flannel sheets as Roxas arched into the warm, wet cavern of Seifer’s mouth. Large hands pushed his hips back into the bed as Seifer pressed him to the roof of his mouth and took a long, hard suck.

Roxas’ brain shut down as his breathing became more erratic and he whimpered loudly when teeth gently grazed against him. His head tilted back and he stared, eyes hazy with lust, into the moonlight shining in through the window. He cried out loudly as he came, melting into Seifer’s mouth and spilling his seed down the other’s throat.

#02 ☆ Breakfast

Seifer smiled over his cereal bowl as Roxas emerged from the bedroom, wearing his pajamas. The boy yawned, scratching at the back of his head as he made his way, tripping over the long legs of Seifer’s oversized pants, and sat next to the older boy.

“Hungry?” Seifer asked and pushed a bowl and a box of cereal towards Roxas. He shook his head and rubbed the sleep out of his eyes.

“I don’t eat breakfast.”

#03 ☆ Pin Drop

“You should come over to our side,” Seifer said using a serious tone. It pissed Roxas off that he was being expected to choose between a lover and a friend.

He turned away from Seifer and a long, tense moment of silence passed between them. If he really wanted him to decide, that was fine. Roxas could just get up and leave, if that’s what the other wanted.

#04 ☆ Measure of a Man

Everything Seifer did was about reputation - it was obvious in everything he did. Every move he’d make would be made with this bold air to it. He’d walk around town with his head held high and his chest pumped out as if he were the king of the world and anybody he passed was only a peasant unworthy of his attentions.

So it came as no surprise to Roxas when Seifer would hide the fact that the two of them were in any way ‘involved’ - romantically, sexually, or otherwise. He was only something that would put a damper on Seifer’s pride - and behind the walls which masked what would be considered unacceptable to society, he was treated as such.

#05 ☆ Death and Taxes

The tension between the two groups seemed even stronger to Roxas now. He felt Seifer’s eyes on him as he took a step to the side, watching the two groups stare each other down, yelling threats back and forth.

Roxas would give up anything, he thought, to have this tension relieved. It was tiring - the two most important people to him were enemies. Seifer knew how much Roxas liked Hayner, but Hayner would never understand even if he tried to explain.

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0kingdom_hearts☆5sentence_fics☆axelism☆owninglamers
twilighttown

1sentence Alpha Theme Set [Kingdom Hearts, Hayner+Roxas]

2006-08-29T06:50:40Z

[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Hayner+Roxas
[Theme] 1sentence Alpha Theme Set Master List
[Genre] General, Romance[ish], fluff [too much], angst [just a bit].
[Ratings] G-NC-17. Watch out for smex.
[Spoilers] Alll over the place. If you've gotten past the 3 hour tutorial in KH2, I think you're set.
[Author] Fic Journal → owninglamers☆teagueful ← Personal Journal.
[Beta] jorgan
[A/N] Lots. Okay, first. Potatoes. Is that a random theme or what?? As you can probably tell, I just typed up some random shit for that one. Uhh. . . watch out for violent!Seifer and uke!Hayner. I don't know WHY but every time I think about Hayner+Roxas I see Roxas on top so. . . Haha, guh. I love these two fr srsly now! XD Almost as much as I love Axel/Roxas. That says a lot. LOL THE MOST FUN ASPECT OF THIS PAIRING: DiZ. All the way. I was thinking too much about it and I realised that Hayner is just nothing but data created by DiZ and that Roxas is probably constantly watched by him. Watch out for DiZ, kids, he's a total perv! Anyway, MY A/N IS TOO LONG and I bet these are all complete crap but I hope you enjoy them anyway. There's no plot to speak of and they are not in chronological order. I LOVE COMMENTS ♥

[01] Comfort ☆ Roxas sighed and he leaned into Hayner, pillowing his head on the other boy’s shoulder as he closed his eyes and let sleep take over.

[02] Kiss ☆ Their first kiss was awkward, sloppy and salty, but that didn’t stop either of them.

[03] Soft ☆ Roxas’ vision hazed and his eyes went half-lidded while Hayner sucked softly at the crook of his neck; the feeling definitely made something in him click.

[04] Pain ☆ Dragging himself across Twilight Town, bleeding and beaten after a long battle with Seifer, he finally made it back to the Usual Spot; the last thing he remembered was collapsing into Hayner’s arms and passing out not long after.

[05] Potatoes ☆ “I hate potatoes,” Hayner muttered under his breath to Roxas as Olette served them up a lunch of mashed potatoes and gravy.

[06] Rain ☆ Roxas rested his forehead on the cold glass window, watching the rain drip down outside as he listened to the quiet breathing Hayner made as he slept against his chest.

[07] Chocolate ☆ When Hayner told Roxas that he needed to stop moping and pressed a chocolate covered cherry to the shorter boy’s mouth, he received a glare and a sore finger.

[08] Happiness ☆ Since he and Hayner had started this liaison, Roxas had started smiling more often and felt uplifted.

[09] Telephone ☆ “Shit, hurry up,” Roxas growled at the phone as he sat next to it, his stomach full of butterflies as he waited for Hayner to call.

[10] Ears ☆ Hayner was whispering something in Roxas’ ear, but he heard no words as he slowly slipped into sleep.

[11] Name ☆ “R-Roxas!” Hayner quietly moaned the name of other boy thrusting into him and choked back any louder noise that tried to escape his chest.

[12] Sensual ☆ As the two boys lagged behind their friends, Hayner waited for an opportune moment to pull Roxas down a deserted alleyway and take his mouth in a long, sensual and passionate kiss.

[13] Death ☆ Something inside Roxas died when he smashed the computers after he’d found out his life was nothing but ones and zeros - Hayner was never real and never would be.

[14] Sex ☆ Their grunts and moans were lost in the sound of the train above them as Roxas pounded Hayner into the green couch at the Usual Spot.

[15] Touch ☆ Roxas usually disliked touch and it irritated him when people intruded his space- but when it was Hayner, he felt differently.

[16] Weakness ☆ “So, he’s your weakness?” Seifer snorted into the face of Roxas, whom he had pinned against a wall in a dark alleyway, as he struggled against his hold while Fujin kicked an unconscious lump that was Hayner.

[17] Tears ☆ Roxas did not know what to make of the tears running down Hayner’s flushed cheeks, but he was told not to stop and so he didn’t.

[18] Speed ☆ “Faster. . . Harder. . . P-please,” Hayner moaned and pleaded, his hands tight on Roxas’ shoulder as the two moved together.

[19] Wind ☆ A breeze played in Roxas’ hair as he stood with Hayner and let the ocean’s waves wash over his ankles as he stared out into the endless mass of blue.

[20] Freedom ☆ Roxas was excited as he stepped off the campus for the last time that school year; it was summer vacation, and that meant more time with Hayner.

[21] Life ☆ And now Roxas would be starting a third life; one without Axel and the Organization; one without Hayner and the gang - he couldn’t help but wonder if this was truly the answer he had searched for.

[22] Jealousy ☆ A look of jealousy crossed the face of the redhead who obviously knew him when Roxas couldn’t help but stare at the image of his boyfriend frozen in mid-cheer.

[23] Hands ☆ Roxas arched into the touch when Hayner’s hands brushed themselves across bare skin and grazed sensitive nipples.

[24] Taste ☆ He could still taste the ice cream in Roxas’ mouth when he kissed him goodnight.

[25] Devotion ☆ It wasn’t often that Roxas showed his devotion to Hayner - he only opened up when they were alone; but when he did, there was no question in his affections.

[26] Forever ☆ “Do you think we’ll always be like this?” Pence asked nobody in particular and Hayner exchanged a glance with Roxas.

[27] Blood ☆ Roxas woke, sore with his face full of dirt and dried blood, and he tried to wake Hayner - it hurt to move, but somehow he managed to carry his unconscious friend.

[28] Sickness ☆ “I feel sick,” Hayner’s boyfriend sniffled into his cell phone and he changed plans to head over to Roxas’ and make him some chicken noodle soup.

[29] Melody ☆ The first night they slept together after they’d started this was quite uneventful; a gentle melody playing quietly from the radio lulled Roxas to sleep as Hayner slowly ran his fingers through his hair.

[30] Star ☆ They interlaced their fingers and leaned back on the soft sand of the beach, stretching out as they stared into the midnight sky speckled with countless stars.

[31] Home ☆ Hayner stuck his fingers in his mouth, attempting to stifle any sounds he’d involuntarily make, so he wouldn’t wake the other inhabitants of Roxas’ home as the other blonde worked his mouth over his length.

[32] Confusion ☆ It had been a long and confusing day when everything finally came to a close - something had happened to Roxas, Hayner knew, but what he wasn’t quite sure.

[33] Fear ☆ Roxas could see the fear in Hayner’s eyes; he felt helpless against Seifer as the taller, stronger, older blond pinned Roxas against the wall and threatened to punch if he got any closer.

[34] Lightning/Thunder ☆ The storm unsettled Hayner - every flash of light Roxas could see his soft, hazel eyes wide as saucers and his shoulders jumped slightly when the ground rumbled beneath them.

[35] Bonds ☆ The bond between them was evident when, on the same night, both of the boys had decided to sneak out to the Usual Spot after losing their night of sleep to insomnia.

[36] Market ☆ Hayner was enjoying himself as he window shopped around the market place, pulling a bored Roxas by the hand; he almost regretted agreeing to tag along.

[37] Technology ☆ Anger welled up inside of Roxas as he stared at the bright blue screens clicking softly - the Hayner he knew was somewhere inside there and there was no way to pull him out.

[38] Gift ☆ There was a faint pink tinge to Hayner’s face that Roxas probably would not have been able to see, had he not known him as well as he did, as Hayner pulled a small box from his bag - and handed it over.

[39] Smile ☆ A smile graced Roxas’ face as Hayner walked in; it was such a rare sight and it made Hayner feel warm and fuzzy on the inside.

[40] Innocence ☆ Hayner liked to watch Roxas as he slept - his face looked so innocent with his eyes lightly shut, his eyebrows raised and his lips parted.

[41] Completion ☆ A rush of excitement surged through Hayner’s veins as the referee raised Roxas’ arm and announced his victory loudly - he won; he really won the Struggle tournament!

[42] Clouds ☆ “That one looks like a Struggle boffer!” Hayner giggled and pointed skyward - Roxas didn’t even bother looking, but instead ignored his childish friend.

[43] Sky ☆ They found a secluded rooftop where they could lay back and just watch the sky in silence together - Roxas felt like he could get lost somewhere in that sky and it made him feel dizzy in a peaceful way, but the sound of Hayner’s breathing next to him kept him grounded.

[44] Heaven ☆ Hayner smiled as he nuzzled his face into Roxas’ neck - just being like this made him feel at ease and as if he was in some sort of heaven.

[45] Hell ☆ Roxas groaned in agony as he woke up, sweaty and hot as hell underneath the covers - then he realised Hayner was sleeping half way on top of him.

[46] Sun ☆ Roxas liked the way Hayner’s soft eyes glinted brightly in the sunlight whenever he’d turn his head and smile.

[47] Moon ☆ Moonlight shone blue across the faint curve of Roxas’ hip underneath the thin, white sheets covering the both of them.

[48] Waves ☆ Roxas followed Hayner deeper into the waves, and their fingers interlaced beneath the water’s surface where nobody else would see.

[49] Hair ☆ Tangling his fingers in Roxas’ hair, Hayner pulled gently as he felt the warm, wet cavern of Roxas’ mouth around his throbbing cock.

[50] Supernova ☆ It was dark and it was cold winter midnight - Roxas leaned into Hayner, stealing his warmth, as they sat on the top of clock tower and watched the display of exploding colors in celebration of the new year.

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0kingdom_hearts☆1sentence☆axelism☆owninglamers☆twilighttown

1sentence Master Theme Table [Kingdom Hearts, Hayner+Roxas]

2006-08-29T06:16:37Z

[Community] 1sentence
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Hayner+Roxas
[Themes] 2/5 Sets

All of the themes in a set are posted together!

☆Alpha Theme Set☆
01	Comfort	02	Kiss	03	Soft	04	Pain	05	Potatoes
06	Rain	07	Chocolate	08	Happiness	09	Telephone	10	Ears
11	Name	12	Sensual	13	Death	14	Sex	15	Touch
16	Weakness	17	Tears	18	Speed	19	Wind	20	Freedom
21	Life	22	Jealousy	23	Hands	24	Taste	25	Devotion
26	Forever	27	Blood	28	Sickness	29	Melody	30	Star
31	Home	32	Confusion	33	Fear	34	Lightning/Thunder	35	Bonds
36	Market	37	Technology	38	Gift	39	Smile	40	Innocence
41	Completion	42	Clouds	43	Sky	44	Heaven	45	Hell
46	Sun	47	Moon	48	Waves	49	Hair	50	Supernova
☆Beta Theme Set☆
01	Walking	02	Waltz	03	Wishes	04	Wonder	05	Worry
06	Whimsy	07	Waste/Wasteland	08	Whiskey and Rum	09	War	10	Weddings
11	Birthday	12	Blessing	13	Bias	14	Burning	15	Breathing
16	Breaking	17	Belief	18	Balloon	19	Balcony	20	Bane
21	Quiet	22	Quirks	23	Question	24	Quarrel	25	Quitting
26	Jump	27	Jester	28	Jousting	29	Jewel	30	Just
31	Smirk	32	Sorrow	33	Stupidity	34	Serenade	35	Sarcasm
36	Sordid	37	Soliloquy	38	Sojourn	39	Share	40	Solitary
41	Nowhere	42	Neutral	43	Nuance	44	Near	45	Natural
46	Horizon	47	Valitant	48	Virtuous	49	Victory	50	Defeat
☆Gamma Theme Set☆
01	Ring	02	Hero	03	Memory	04	Box	05	Run
06	Hurricane	07	Wings	08	Cold	09	Red	10	Drink
11	Midnight	12	Temptation	13	View	14	Music	15	Silk
16	Cover	17	Promise	18	Dream	19	Candle	20	Talent
21	Silence	22	Journey	23	Fire	24	Strength	25	Mask
26	Ice	27	Fail	28	Forgotten	29	Dance	30	Body
31	Sacred	32	Farewells	33	World	34	Formal	35	Fever
36	Laugh	37	Lies	38	Forever	39	Overwhelmed	40	Whisper
41	Wait	42	Talk	43	Search	44	Hope	45	Eclipse
46	Gravity	47	Highway	48	Unknown	49	Lock	50	Breathe
☆Delta Theme Set☆
01	Air	02	Apples	03	Beginning	04	Bugs	05	Coffee
06	Dark	07	Despair	08	Doors	09	Drink	10	Duty
11	Earth	12	End	13	Fall	14	Fire	15	Flexible
16	Flying	17	Food	18	Foot	19	Grave	20	Green
21	Head	22	Hollow	23	Honor	24	Hope	25	Light
26	Lost	27	Metal	28	New	29	Old	30	Peace
31	Poison	32	Pretty	33	Rain	34	Regret	35	Roses
36	Secret	37	Snakes	38	Snow	39	Solid	40	Spring
41	Stable	42	Strange	43	Summer	44	Taboo	45	Ugly
46	War	47	Water	48	Welcome	49	Winter	50	Wood
☆Epsilon Theme Set☆
01	Motion	02	Cool	03	Young	04	Last	05	Wrong
06	Gentle	07	One	08	Thousand	09	King	10	Learn
11	Blur	12	Wait	13	Change	14	Command	15	Hold
16	Need	17	Vision	18	Attention	19	Soul	20	Picture
21	Fool	22	Mad	23	Child	24	Now	25	Shadow
26	Goodbye	27	Hide	28	Fortune	29	Safe	30	Ghost
31	Book	32	Eye	33	Never	34	Sing	35	Sudden
36	Stop	37	Time	38	Wash	39	Torn	40	History
41	Power	42	Bother	43	God	44	Wall	45	Naked
46	Drive	47	Harm	48	Precious	49	Hunger	50	Believe

5sentence_fics Master Theme List [Kingdom Hearts, Seifer+Roxas]

2006-08-24T23:20:35Z

[Community] 5sentence_fics
[Fandom] Kingdom Hearts
[Pairing] Seifer+Roxas
[Themes] 0/5 Lists, 3/5 sets

Theme List One
[Set 1] ☆Melts in the Mouth → Breakfast → Pin Drop → Measure of a Man → Death and Taxes☆
[Set 2] ☆Pushing Forty → Two-Part Harmony → Almost Too Late → Total Eclipse → Morning Dip☆
[Set 3] ☆Police, Freeze! → Paperweight → White Room → Stay With Me → Walking Tall☆
[Set 4] ☆Crazy Like a Fox → Years of Erosion → Interruption → Just the Beginning → Box of Crackerjacks☆
[Set 5] ☆Proud as a Peacock → Sandpaper Eyes → Cup of Coffee → Drop in the Ocean → You've Got a Friend☆

Theme List Two
[Set 1] ☆Impressionist → Cat on a Hot Tin Roof → Keeping it Simple → One Sock → Actions Speak Louder☆
[Set 2] ☆Saved by the Bell → Love Is → Man's Best Friend → Checks in the Mail → Naked☆
[Set 3] ☆Breakfast at Denny's → Only One Life → Swords to Plowshares → Deadman's Hand → Getting Along☆
[Set 4] ☆Photographs and Memories → Redeye → Footprints in the Sand → Reap What You Sow → The Morning After☆
[Set 5] ☆Batman and Superman Were Lovers → Flying Blind → On the Line → Ordinary Man → Rule of Thumb☆

Theme List Three
[Set 1] ☆Flip Side → Red Tape → Shot Down → Calling Me Home → Hands are Tied☆
[Set 2] ☆Call of the Wild → Walking on the Sun → No Retreat → Stitch in Time → Take the Fall☆
[Set 3] ☆Lonely at the Top → The Big Blue → Deep Water → Riding the Rail → In Good Standing☆
[Set 4] ☆Evergreen → Keeping in Touch → Absence of Fear → On the Radio → Stretching the Truth☆
[Set 5] ☆A Matter of Luck → Major Renovation → Exit the Dragon → Blotting Paper → Drawing the Line☆

Theme List Four
[Set 1] ☆Goodbye → Sundown → Blue Skies → Broken Wing → High Octane☆
[Set 2] ☆Silver and Gold → Too Good to be True → Tangled and Dark → Best Served Cold → Running on Empty☆
[Set 3] ☆Slow Hand → Double Vision → Paradise → In the Dark → Personal Space☆
[Set 4] ☆Stormy Weather → Wax Paper → Sentimental Journey → Perfect Balance → No Worries☆
[Set 5] ☆Chasing the Wind → Blown Away → Crusade → In Chaos → Rising Tide☆

Theme List Five
[Set 1] ☆Unlimited → Impulse → Out to Play → Risk Management → Point of View☆
[Set 2] ☆Lost and Alone → Flight of Fancy → Slow and Steady → Cold as Ice → Just Do It☆
[Set 3] ☆Hostile Intent → Change of Hands → Trial by Fire → RSVP → Weighing Options☆
[Set 4] ☆Blue Ribbon → Writing on the Wall → Achilles' Heel → Flat Line → Generation☆
[Set 5] ☆Override → Oasis → Hot Water → Illusion of Control → Tag Team☆